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1:17 PM
THIS IS FROM SECOND MAYYY !
which is a really looong time ago, but nvm la, heh.
I'M HAPPY NOW, ARE YOU?
SECOND May !
i know, i know, i've been MIA !
haha, i've been typing out my posts on notepad, and i figured i'll only get to post them way later, which is gonna make my posts really old and outdated,
but oh wells?
i'll live !
anyways (:
-SMILES.
life's been well.
let me try and use an anecdote.
on second thoughts.
i'll stick to typing it out straight.
heh.
the stars have already been named, so fate couldn't just be a game.i've been happy (:
never been happier basically.
I'm so happy.
You've made everyday a new best day of my life.
It's smth i just realised.
I'm happier, why?
questions and questions.
only one answer.
you (:
somehow days seem brighter.
smiles, wider.
everyone says i'm noticeabky cheerier.
who knew?
how life contradicts.
I've learnt;
my heart's stringer than i thought.
I've never been so happy,
there's really nothing better i can think of.
you've painted a rainbow in my heart
& it's staying.
cos i'm very happy now, are you ? (:There's a Singaporean poet, Vivienne Yeo, who wrote a book, and came to read a few poems during assembly sometime last year.
they quite appeal to me.
have a read.
this one's titled Sheer Love.
Sheer Love is uber
Like a sublime stupor-
Kissed by consistent passion,
Sparking infinite possibilties.
It drives the soul
Towards a goal;
And stiffens one's resolve
No matter what the odds.
What a love that surges forth
From waters of turbulent froth,
Emerging triumphant
No matter the odds.
Sheer love conquers the impossible,
making all else possible'
sustaining a noble fire,
That keeps life resiliently aglow.
how unseen, yet seen.
so invisible, yet visible.
(:
anyways, life's been, well, happy.
i know, i'm suffering from a major lack of vocabulary, but ah, happiness seems to define my life pretty well.
i'm reaaaaally looking forward to the june hols.
eventhough i'm gonna be going head on for coursework intensive, i'll be able to hang out (:
which i have so been deprived of (:
the Forever21 Sale starts on the 25th of MAY!
coming coming.
we'll go shopping alrights (:
and i swear it'll be great.
Samantha Ann Michaela Branson is a happy girl.
She has been, and will be (:
heyhey, i'll be counting down.
ten years and a day.
that's all i'll ever need.
there's a rainbow in my <3
& baby, it's gonna stay.
sprinkled in glitter.
1:15 PM
THIS POST IS FROM LONG LONG AGOOOO ! CHECK IT OUT (((:
ij-sji combined camp.
this post is going to be brief.
wholly, camp was better than i had expected.
my group mates in Jia Ting were fun and participative.
we learnt the warpath cheer.
it was scary at first.
aha.
dragon boating was fun.
go bimbos !
we formed the SBS, Smart Bimbo Society.
lol.
the visit to the hospital was rewarding in ways.
the i-realities was quite, err?
first thing that came to my mind when we were challenged to be different was,
there's a difference between defiance and being different.
and i felt that the difference, wasnt highlighted, or even recognised.
i felt that it was made to seem as though defiance and being different were equated.
to a certain extent.
the reflection, was good.
but i felt that there was insufficient time, the second time, when we were nearing the end of the camp.
talentime was alright.
though i could see any apparent link to the theme,
Leading today, changing tomorrow.
the photos were fun.
the guys really put in a lot of effort into warm fuzzies,
and that was touching, for me.
val can play Way Back Into Love on the piano (:
spent quite a bit of time together singing at the piano while she played.
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration. Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
yea.
games on day one were good.
generally, i guess i found camp alright,
because i was able to push aside and ignore certain prejudices, in a sense.
and in doing so, was able to focus more on learning, and gaining something from camp, whilst still having fun.
i almost erupted at some point, but hey, that's when my friends came in.
Thanks.
the warm fuzzies were really, affirming.
well, my voice is pretty much dead now.
yea.
ij left, ij right.
ij centre, ij fight.
p.s. you're gonna see this post a lot later, cos my connection died.
OH FISH.
e learning's coming.
SHUCKS.
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1:14 PM
