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Sunday, December 31, 2006

ooh.
buttons.
my hump.
london bridge.

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4:52 PM

I realised i'm quite an optimist.

maybe someday i'll make a good counsellor.

haha, here starts the randomness.

#1
I get majorly irked by people who conveniently stroll a few metres in ahead of you and flag down a cab while you've been waiting for at least ten mintues. LIKE WTH!
it's SO ANNOYING.

once i was at the taxi stand and a few metres in front there was a BUS stop.
i said BUS stop.
and a guy there flagged down a cab.
LIKE WTHHHHHHHH.

#2
Unicorns symbolize purity and strength.
acc to this thing i saw at some shop in tpc just now.

#3

MANGO lycra. i like.

#4

You Are Iris

You are an interesting blend of fun and wisdom.
You definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world.
But they'll have fun doing it. You definitely epitomize laughter therapy.
You are a very enriching and entertaining friend!

What Color Purple Are You?

#5
heart dont fail me now, courage dont desert me.
dont turn back now that we're here.
people always say, life is full of choices.
no one ever mentions fear.

#6

Hickory my zebra cross horse and Kirsten the frog-turtle are good friends!
HAHAHA (:

#7
I'm gonna be passing RAIL MALL later.
HAHA.

#8
photobucket doesnt like me still!
SHUCKS.

#9
oh wait!
it does!
AHHHHH (:
photos coming up ! :D
photobuclet finally likes me (:

#10
yesterday, i realised i could live on Sambal Grilled Stingray from ChompChomp.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY. we interrupt this random session to photo blog !

COUSINS CAMWHORE ON CHRISTMAS (:

THE MASSING USUALS ((((:

my phone! ooh, random.
that's a picture of the beautiful christmas card christine sent me (:

Cam whoring in the vivocity toilet. HAHAH, i was on the phone with amanda.

i look anorexic please!
AH. topshop (:

i love sunsets.

okay, continuing.

#11

You Are Impressionism

You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways.
You tend to focus on color and movement in art.
For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail.
You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature.

What Art Movement Are You?

mmhmm!
ah, i feel so random.
but hey!
being random's FUN.

lol.
;PLOKJU

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
oohkay.
i'm an optimist (:

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3:43 PM

the new blogger's seriously LAGGING for me la!

annoying ness.

maybe i shouldnt have changed.
HEH.
what maybe.
i shouldnt have changed.

it's taking SO LONG.

i'm typing this out on notepad.
HEH.
let's see how long it takes. HURR HURR.

i think my patience level is relatively low today.

anyways.
lunch was good.

at Crystal Jade.

saw hansel after mass.

anyways!
SO ANNOYING.
ah.

yeah.
yesterday was retarded (:

oh! the choir dinner party was a blast.

will blog more bout that when i get the photos..
the dancing was fun.
i learnt how to do that chest thing!
HAHAHA, it took me like forty mins of dancing to get it.
mmhmm!
AH.
underaged parties.
i cant wait till i'm old enough to go clubbing now.
LOL.

yeah.
gonna have turkey
AGAIN.

okaaaay.

well, it's
a few hours to the new year.
a few hours closer to getting my o level art coursework qn paper and my Visual Arts Task (VAT) qn.
a few hours closer to my birthday.
a few hours closer to prelims.
a few hours closer to the june hols.
a few hours closer to O levels.
a few hours closer to christmas in 2007.

everyone's got at least one thing promising to look forward to next year.
if you think you don't.
or you cant seem to find any reason to look forward to next year, look for me.

there's loadsa stuff thats gonna change.
loadsa stuff's gonna happen.

and as much as we wished they'd take a wee bit longer to come, it's reality that they've got to come sooner or later.
and the most we can do,
is make the best out of what time we have left.
SO.

SAMANTHA.
make the best out of 2007.

i know things wont always go the way i want them to.
ubt that's when i've got to push so much harder.

ah.
i already forsee all the stress caused by SCHOOL.
academics.
commitments.
responsibilities.

i dont even want to think about it.

saw this on a poster in church (:

Look to the Lord always; his strength.
Seek his face always.
Remember the wonders he has done.

oooh. my last year in IJ's gonna be good.
i'll make sure of that (:

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3:33 PM

Thursday, December 28, 2006

i'm still online.
AMAZING.
and photobucket's still being difficult !
AWWW.

photo deprived posts.

HO WELLS.

ahaha, sorry loserrrr for calling you a loserrrr.

and i forgot to ask my mummy ):
SORRY!

i missed Danny Phantom!
awww.
i swear he's so hot.
and his hair is like AHH. nice.
and his eyes !
HAHAHA.

okay.
random.

remember last time i used to type random stuff at the end of each post!
haha, time to get back in the habit!

#1
I think Danny Phantom is THE hottest cartoon character (:

#2
Walking burns calories!
HAHA, so wak more !
get your butt of that chair.

#3
I guess I've found what i've been subconsciously looking for (:
for those who know (: shhhh.

#4
SCHOOL'S STARTING.
ah. like you didnt know.
the hols are ending.
and with each day, i'm ONE DAY CLOSER to the four tests.

#5
SHOPPING AND TALKING ARE MY DRUGS.
no, seriously.

#6
Photobucket still doesnt like me!

#7
rain make my fingers go cold./
like REALLY COLD.

#8
I'm a super hero (:
haha, right mike?

#9
The song Angel reminds me of Kindred Spirits.
and the hot blue shirt guy. HAHA. shucks.

#10
the loserrrr's back online (:
HAHAHA.

(:

awww.
i dont mean it when i suan you la yea.
unlike some meannnnnnnie :P

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7:01 PM

Believe by Josh Groban

Children sleeping, snow is softly falling
Dreams are calling like bells in the distance
We were dreamers not so long ago
But one by one we all had to grow up
When it seems the magic's slipped away
We find it all again on Christmas day

Believe in what your heart is saying
Hear the melody that's playing
There's no time to waste
There's so much to celebrate
Believe in what you feel inside
And give your dreams the wings to fly
You have everything you need
If you just believe

Trains move quickly to their journey's end
Destinations are where we begin again
Ships go sailing far across the sea
Trusting starlight to get where they need to be
When it seems that we have lost our way
We find ourselves again on Christmas day

Believe in what your heart is saying
Hear the melody that's playing
There's no time to waste
There's so much to celebrate
Believe in what you feel inside
And give your dreams the wings to fly
You have everything you need
If you just believe

Just believe

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4:25 PM

Imma bored soul.

Anyways! tmr's the choir dinner christmas party '50s retro thing!

yay for polka dots !

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3:39 PM

photobucket's being difficult.

parden the previous photoless posts please.

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1:10 PM

One year has flown by.
next year i'll be sec four.
amidst studies; academic stress.
i wont forget everyone who's been there.

that's a promise you can tie me to.

eventhough there's no such thing as forever.

here're the people who stood out.

the sunflowers amidst the wheat.
the rainbows after the rain.
the strawberries in the cereal.

what'd i do without y'all.

i know SIX letters cant express how much i owe you all.
But i mean it (:

THANKS.

Amanda.
bestie (:
for being by my side always.
i can talk to you about anything and everything.
thanks for always being patient with me and tolerating my loudness and talkativeness.
it's like your mum said (:
HAHA, we're inseparable.

Eugene!
haha, you know what you've done la.
dont need to remind you again.
MHMM!
thanks.

Mike.
Hey, you've been there for me too.
talking to you IS fun.
highly.
HAHA, i'll always be your happy tap yeah :D
and you can count on that.

LOSERRRRR (:
ahhhh.
for knowing me?
HAHA, loves.

Ian.
despite your confusing clues.
haha, thanks for being a listening ear when i needed one.

Nat.
For teaching me so many things. sub-consciously or consciously.
LOVE MUCH PL :D

Melvin!
for being there during confi camp.
all the time.
haha, and for the SJI windbreaker (:
i wouldv'e frozen to death without you.

And for everyone else i havent mentioned.
you've made a big difference in
small ways.

THANKS.

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12:47 PM

Sam just read one of her posts and realised she gets really random.
and she rambles, and it's quite funy cos it's like talking to yourself.
see, like now.
HAHA, dont worry, she's not going crazy anytime.

anyways! UPDATE.

you bet i have a whole lot to type. SOOOO MUCH has happened in four days.
let's start on Christmas eve. heads up for a loooong post.

Dinner at Godma's place.
was good. four courses.
not counting dessert.
HAHA.

yummy salad.
i only took prawns and mango though.

turkey (:

then there was beef which was oh so good.
and roasted GOOSE.

unfortunately i had to leave for church by ten fifteen. cos we were doing the midnight mass at Carmelite.
and daddy was bein evil.
he wouldnt let me leave till i sang a carol.
ONE WHOLE CAROL.
alone.

hurr!
i really needed to go!

so no choice la.
sang Child in a Manger.
i like the second verse.

so yeah, sang quite okay.
hit all the notes nicely, cept i was rushing.
and very nervous; hence the quavering.

mmhmm.

then daddy brought me down to flag for a cab and watched as i left for church.

then went for the mass.
HAHA.

George Yeo was an aisle away from me.
LOL.
sang our hearts out (:

hahaha, got really into the Christmas mood when a happy voice rang to wish me MERRY CHRISTMAS ! haha.
thanks.

MERRY CHRISTMAS
(NB; that was christmas mass 1)

christmas morning!

had to be in church at 8.45am!
so woke up, showered.
left for church.
MASS WAS GOOD.
it felt good being back in Risen Christ.

did the mass.(NB: Christmas mass 2)
tra la la.

then stayed on for eleven am mass with the family (: (NB:christmas mass 3)
the choir was kinda dead.

then headed to grandma's for lunch.
lunch lunch lunch.

then home to prepare for the christmas party.

which was fun fun fun (okay, this post kinda sucks. but ah heck)

the kids accidently got locked in zac's room.
so there was a major rescue operation (:
daddy ended up taking out the whole doorknob. WAHA.

opened more presents.

i'll do a whole post on that later.
MMHMM.
was very tired.
i only had like four hours of sleep?

yeahhhhhhhhh.

boxing day!
had the usual massing clique over :D
FUN la!
HAHA.

thats what always happens when they're around.

painted mel's nails BLACK (:

played Halo!
HAHAHA. damn funny. Ian conveniently poked people while they were playing!
LOL.
John Paul got amazingly high on vehicles.
note: ian wasnt a vehicle. HURR HURR ! AHAHA. retarded.
Marcus and melvin! HURR! HAHAHA.
things went great when i partnered Marcus! we owned alex and melvin 50-33.
HAHAHA (:
-high five.

then HAHA, i taught Ian how to braid.
and Eugene and Sean combed my horses' hair (:

HAHAHA.

then we talked in the balcony.
RETARDED.
nat and john paul were HIGH.

then hey had to go home.
HAHA at round ten plus.
HAHAHA, ian loved his present yes (:
no teasing allowed!

and the others too.

MMMHMM (:

I'LL POST ALL THE THANKS YOUS SEPARATELY YEAH.

then the next day (:

school in the morning to help out with the AEP tests then shopping (:

Tabitha and I met rachelle and ric at VIVO :D

shopped till lunch, sonya met us.

then we shopped more.
R&R left.
so we shopped.
didn't get anything though.
met two of her friends.
then met mel and cass at Carl's junior to eat.
haha, mel screaned three times. TEEHEE.

i can get fat on oreo milkshake anyday !

then shopped!
haha, i think i have a good sense of direction when it comes to shopping (:

got pretty rainbow bangles from DIVA.
then he called.
with bad news ):

went to meet him at ps right away.

we walked and talked for one hour!
HAHA, non-stop.

funny.
HAHAHA.
talking to you is fun la!
mmhmm.
then he had to go!
and so had i.
HAHA.

so we took the train.

haha, mmhmm!
i'm praying you find it yeah (:

then headed home.
saw Brian and Rachel!
havent seen them in the longest time.

slept relatively early.

was being all EMO.
HAHA.
Loserrrrrr's fault la ):
make me sad ):

HAHA.
then sorted it out.

found out a whole lotta sad things today ):
):
sighs.

but it was fun.

Talking helped take my mind off stuff.
it always does la (:

yeah, THANKS A WHOLE LOT to Mike and Amanda.

you were right.

called amanda after i overheard my mummy saying some stuff.

so sad.
i was shocked.

yea.
i kinda teared.
and i was wearing mascara.
HAHA, emo i know.

and i was yeah.
very sad.

my voice was awful. like it always is when i'm sad.
it's like just,
no mood!

yeaaaa.

i'm AMAZED at the irony of being able to make others happy, but not myself!
hurr hurr.

anyways yeah.

shopping and talking are my drugs (:

THANK YOU POST COMING UP NEXT !

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12:45 PM

Friday, December 22, 2006

(because i forsee i won't be online till after christmas..)

MERRY
MERRY
CHRISTMAS
CHRISTMAS
CHRISTMAS
CHRISTMAS
ALL (:

particularly--
the 3/3 clique :))))
&
the massing usuals :D

<333 love much !

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6:12 PM

My sweet 16's exactly ONE MONTH from today (:

Yesterday ! stayed HOME.

had duty in the morning as i blogged earlier.

then at night, AHAHA.

neighbour left for shanghai.
i was waving from my window and i saw his maxi cab leave the carpark.
damn funny la.

I'm going to the void deck!
BOARDED!

HAHA, awww.
Carolling.
Candlelight Carol and The Nativity Carol are my favourites.
they just strike this chord in me.
mmhmm.

Carol of the Bells too.
as much as i dislike the last note.
christmas alllll.
i cant get it la.
HEH.
just feels weird.

anyways.
today's our second last practice before christmas eve.
we're singing at Carmelite for the midnight mass, then 9.30am mass on Christmas day.

i'll have to wear a shirt, so no dresses ):

other than that.
er.
nothing much happened last night.

someday, i think i'll make a good counsellor.
i guess it's cos i believe in what i say.
that it's quite hard to attack my stand.

As mentioned many times beofre, i prolly should've joined debate.

Seeing people's morale, self-esteem brought down really makes me unhappy.
Even though it doesnt affect me as much as it does the individual, i still get negatively affected knowing that one of my friends isnt happy as she should be.
Which is why seeing people happy makes me happy.

i guess that's my problem in some ways.
i wont stop trying.

Anyways.

Today's a very busy busy day for me.
Choir's at four, and i got out of bed at 11am.
then i tidied my stuff.
wrapped christmas presents.,
painted stuff for presents.
tidied up again.

and now i've got like 2 hours till i have to leave for choir.

I've been sneezing non-stop thanks to my dusty papers and sec 1 books.

i havent time to manicure my nails.
AH.
and i've got to do it today.
cos tmr's already christmas eve and i wont have time!

gonna eat lunch soon, then pack my room up a little more.
then do my nails.
shower.
leave for choir.

AH.

sugar rush.

oh, and check out the poem Ian has on his blog. It's really good.

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5:49 PM

this is late.
but nvm.

HAHA, oh christmas tree oh christmas tree how lovely are your branches.

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5:31 PM

~~Edwin's nightmare.~~
He didnt mean it.

guess what i was doing !
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CLEANING my room! HAHA

i dont need people thinking i live in a sty.

HAHA.
cleared out all my sec one and two stuff.

mmhmm.

so dusty.
now i'm sneezing non-stop.

MMHMM.

oh oh oh, HAHA.
for those who know what i'm talking about, -grins

FRICTIONLESS.
soooo smooth la.

unbelievable.

anyways.
duty today was alright.
HAHA,

Good morning, have you checked your daughter's class? if so,
she may proceed to sit on the gray chairs in the front and parents can sit on
the blue chairs -smiles.

HAHA (:

then we cleaned up the council room a little ! AND I SAW A LIZARD. OMG OMG OMG.

yeah.
scary.

had a retarded convo with amanda thian, samira, tiara and clarissa.
HAHA.

yeaaa.
headed home, got pranked on the way.
HAHA.

neighbourrrrr.
TSK!

ohh mann. i pray my blog doesnt screw up whilst your gone.

take care !

oh.
and i got a papercut ):
when i was tidying my stuff.
and it started BLEEDING.

HO YEAH.

so i put a plaster and it's like slightly below my knuckles.
mmhmm,
yes yes brendan, cease the opportunity to remind me of my prone-to-injuryness :D

oh oh oh, and ytd, i went shopping (: again.

at Marina Square.
i knew amanda was getting braces there so. TEEHEE.

we went there.
met her (: --DUH.

our parents say we're inseperable.
HAHAHA.

we look more alike now! HAHA.
good luck to teachers next year.
they kept mixing us up this year, and she didnt have the same coloured braces as me.

SO ANYWAYS.
shopping !

two new lycra tees!
green and another black (:
cos i lost mine.
HAHA.
and guess what i found it today.
ANYWAYS.

haha (:

Lycra screams fit and slim.
to me at least.

saving the worldddd.

HAHA, wah. i talk a lot.
so what's new :D

i even talk alot in MALAY.
haha, for oral.

WHO KNOWS.
if i knew would i ask you?
heh.

Christmas is TWO DAYS AWAY.
or actually two days and what's left of today (:

your pretty face is not enough.

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5:02 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

the sky's a shade of pretty blue topaz.

the brightest little firefly

i like.

ah.
you know how PMSy i can get.

it's so weird.

one minute i'm happy happy.
next minute i'm feeling more down than australia.

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3:19 PM

YESTERDAY.

HAHA.
i think i was unconsciously influenced by edwin's post.

ANYWAYS.

the weather's so dismal.
ironically, it's perfect inspiration for an essay.
you know how i'm always writing bout sad stuff.
not cos i'm emo or sad or anything.

but i feel it's the best way to convey emotion.
and well, personally i think it's true.

anyways. yesterday.

went to see aunty doreen's baby girl.
she's the cutest ever.

Bundle of JOY.

Then after that we walked from Gleneagles to Tanglin !

SNOW in sunny Singapore.

oh, and john paul!
i still feel like drinking iced milk tea !
WORLD PEACE !

HAHA
(WAH. SO CONFUSING)
SOMEONE ELSE.
SOMEONE
SOMEBODY.
HE/SHE.

ah.

anyways.

i cant wait to wear my dress (:

SO, how was my description?
Can you believe it's an L?

HEH.

So many moods.

Sam the paranoid.
Sam the stressed.

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12:01 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

havent been online in quite awhile!
well, i am now.
it's SO COLD.
i'm wearing a jacket in the house.

and i'm the only kid awake.

alot of things to recap on.
HEH.

let's start with saturday!
choir!
was productive.

dinner was fast.
HAHA.
SMS suaning.
Hurr!

okay. this is prolly going to seem very bimbo.
BUT OH CRAP.
i partially am one.
OKAY! steph and melissa mike.
I PARTIALLY AM ONE.
PARTIALLY!

anywys!

Sunday!
mass again.
and shopping!
at vivo (:

vivo like. gives me a whole new reason to greatly like shopping.
there's a SIX shop there.
I was like. -squeals! DADDY! my shop! :DDDDD

HAHA. and he's like.
we'll go there AFTER we eat.

had Carls Junior, again. we had that the last time we were there-without mum.
i couldnt really bite cos i had dental three days ago.
so yeah.

then after lunch! SIX (:
shopped, didnt get anything though.
i kinda figured 70+- pairs of earrings is enough.
though if see a really gorgeous pair, naturally, i'll hear it call.

LOL.
then we went to page ONE.
i love that bookstore!
it's like. AH. nice.

cept that it was SO FREEZING.
i figured the air con must've been at like 5 degrees.

i bet if i had carried a tray of water around, it would've turned to ice.

couldn't stay there long!
it was too cold!

yea.
(oh. my bro just woke up)

it was getting boring.
UNTIL.
we walked past Forever21 and Topshop.
like duh we went in.
HAHA, the guys-daddy and zachary obviously didnt want to wait outside ( Only FUNNY people dont mind waiting outside for me whoile i shop yea? (: )

forever21 OH. here the pos really starts (:
i want a new dress.
my mu goes in, sees a dress that well, i have to admit is so her.
she likes that kind of halter cut.
and she carries it well.
SO OKAY.

mum, it's forever 21 and not forever 41 for a reason?

anyways.
her daughter sees this NICE NICE NICE NICE dress.
which she tries. (size S for SMALL btw)
and wah. falls nicely.

mum's like NO.
you've got so many dresses! and it's so low cut.

HEH.
it's prolly as low as the top i'm wearing now mum.

no no no.

okay. pause.
i shall describe it.
so form a visual image in your mind (:
before i post pictures.

its a V-neck dress (hence the Samantha!, it's so low!)
its got a dark magenta strip along the V. which crosses where the V ends, and goes to the back, where it becomes a ribbon. The dress is pale army green.
with vanilla magnolias with leaves which have dark violet-magenta shapes in the middle.
the dress has teal, magenta streaks running randomly.
oh, and i just noticed that there are dark pale army green longer streaks.
there're three buttons under the V on the magenta strip.
the dress' slightly above my knee-as long as my school pinafore.
HAHA.

yes.
i have been talking smsing dreaming of the dress since i tried it. HAHA.
funny.
it falls nicely what.

but yeah.
i didnt bring cash out.

then we did some wine shopping (:
MERLOWWWWWW. not pronounced as merlotttt. eventhough it's spelt that way.
HEH.
in case you dont already know.
i get irked by mispronounciation.
some examples which i get in school.
treaty of VERSAILLES.
it's (veerh-sai)

and COMMONERS.
(common-ers) not (com-moan-ers)

and (lol, HURR)

JOSEPHIANS.
(jo-see) not (jo-ser)

anyways!

then we had the Christmas party.
The whole family was down!
cept my eldest cousin, Natasha who's studying in a U in the states.

everyone's flying off my christmas so, we had an early one.
no presents yet though.

talked to the cousins! (:

what cousins usually talk about or rather catch up on.
each others' social lives.
cute guys.
hot guys.
schools.
younger guys.
older guys.
break ups.
etc.

haha, josh's the only male cousin with the exception of my underaged borther whom i cant count as my cousin) so, HEH.
HAHA.
and shopping! (:

the night ended earlier than usual.

but not before planning a cousin shopping date with Rachelle and Sonya :D

went home, slept early enough.
no amanda and ):

then MONDAY came.
Audrey and Mark's wedding (:
congrats!

i couldnt make it for the lunch at The Fullerton though.

met Rachelle before she flew off for Bali.

shopping!
tried on my dress again (:
so nice.

got new perfume (:
present from Aunty Corinne.
finally a change.
have been using Anna Sui (:
suits me!

so now i've Escada Rockin' Rio.
love the scent la.
it's so fruity fresh happy sunny smiley lively vibrant
HAHA
kinda suits me i guess (:

then home.

watched Eragon with my family.

Saphira's gorgeous.
she totally compensated for the fact that they cut out SO MUCH!
heh!
and there was little development of the characters.

the fighting bit where the Varden was was pathetic.
mainly saphira blowing fire!

yeah.

nonetheless Saphira was GORGEOUS.

Eragon had a nice voice (:

anyways!
tuesday!
yesterday.

shopping!

went to the airport to send mr tu off ):
i cried of course.

who wouldnt miss they're coach for three years.
it's hard saying bye to someone you've seen practically twice a week for three years ):

then shopping with nat (:

went to finally BUY my dress from Forever 21 and OMG WTH HOW COME AH SHUCKS SIGHS.

no more size S.
no more size M.
in the WHOLE of singapore.

so heh.
took the L.

HAHA, i look slinm in L still so heck.

and it fits.
cept it's awful loose at the back, BUT HECK.

stood in front of the fitting room mirror with the door wide open for a long time.
bumped into Cheryl(diane's friend).

then tried convincing myself it was okay.
nat tried too.
HAHAHA.
convincing myself that i dont look fat is stupid and RETARDED.
but HO WELLS.

stared at the dress in the mirror for like over ten minutes.
asking nat ( she stopped counting) Is it okay?
is it too big? too loose? do i look okay? fat? slim? pregnant? heh.

ended up getting at and being happy.

felt fit and slim.
HAHA, thanks to LYCRA (:
LOLS.

gtg now. homework calls.

sensodyne.

sprinkled in glitter.
10:27 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

i just realised that my blog hits counter is gone. CRAP.

sprinkled in glitter.
10:26 PM

i'm blogging again.
haha.

HAHA, i still cant link it.
silvergirl and will you lay me down.

i'm hooked on the this song.
it's sung so nicely.
so lovely.
OMGGGG.

only thing i'm not a guy. HAHA. so it's weird when i sing it. HEH.

Your pretty face is not enough
Behind your eyes I know you're lying
You think that love is all a bluff
You flash your smile
And keep denying me
I want you to see
I need something more
Than you gave before.

anyways! christmas is coming (:
i've got my dress for christmas night!
it's pinkish purple with purple flowers.
haha, i like dresses that dont make me look fat.
who doesnt?

anyways! i still dont know why the posts are originally BROWN.

do y'all thing it's okay?
or is it prefered black? tag & tell me.
THANKS!

oh, they're watching Star Wars 2 now (:

i only like the middle part.
when anakin and padme get captured.
and get put in the stadium game.

mmhmm!

from Edwin's blog sounds like Eragon's a MAJOR disappointment.
conversly, the review in ST was good.
the writer said it was one of the few movies which was better than the book.

i read both Eragon and Eldest twice.
as i do with most books.

mmhmm.
I have this really magnificent image of Saphira.
SOOO.

yea.

CHRISTMAS is coming.
and this christmas my whole family will be down.
YES.

WHOLE family.
everyone from Beijing, US.
cept natasha ):

so the party's this Sunday cos they have to go back homeeee.

so it'll be an early christmas.

there's still the usual christmas day dinner.
christmas eve dinner.
and friends over the next day (:

yea. i have my dental tmr. BLEAH! and then SCHOOL. how crazy can that get!
OH WELLS.

nothing much to blog about. yeah.

just dont do it again.

sprinkled in glitter.
8:39 PM

todaaaay.

went to school.
was supposed to e there at 9am, i was half an hour earlyyyy.
haha.
did our PSL planning till 11am.
i'm with Tiara, Clare and Sujee!

mmhmm.
then it started RAINING.
just as i left school.
shared an umbrella with Huda, my back was wet.

took a bus home.
horrible headache.
came home, had lunch.
slept till late.

and i'm online now.
in a relatively good mood for a few reasons.

the weather's not all about rain yeah?
take care.

wow, short post.

sprinkled in glitter.
8:31 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

i managed to recover the post.
someone up there seriously likes me.

anyways!
made pineapple tarts today..
A LOT.

yea, nothing much happened today la.
HAHA, for me (:

anyways, for someone dear.

Hey, you

When the mood swings, low.
When you just cant stand your family.
Like how I cant stand how they piss me off with such ease.
Remember.
There’ll always be a time when you find them irritating.
Same with me.
The times the word, f**k, just spills.
But no matter how much they piss you off, they still care about you, yes.
Rest assured.
See the sky.
The stars are whispering and your lucky star’s smiling.

When it just isn’t your day
When the clouds go gray and the weather, dismal.
Lightning flashes gloom and thunder accentuates the frown
Yet, through it all.
Look there.
In the fields of dead grass.
Growing amidst no sign of life, is a flower
And that flower, its surely there.
Because someone planted it there
Someone planted that sunflower for you.

And if there’s ever a day.
When you feel that your life’s at its worst,
And everyone SEEMS to hate you
You’ve never felt so lonely.
Even your shadow’s hiding.
But you missed out something.
You’re not alone.
And no matter how much it feels like the whole world’s against you,
It could never be.
I’d chase after you.
Just to tell you, I’m on your side.

mmhmmm.

My the Lord show His mercy upon you.
May the light of His presence be your guide.
May He Love you and uphold you.
may His spirit be ever by your side.
When you sleep, may His angels, watch over you.
When you wake, may He fill you with His grace.
May you love him and serve him all of his days
Then in heaven, may you see His face.

yea.
i've never been as far out as tampines mall, till ytd.
haha.
followed the guys to Holy Trinity.
before we realised we werent sure how long their meeting was gonna be, so we decided to go back to tm.
then they said they were done.
so we waited.
HAHA.

Ian the random left his phone with us. SO FUNNY.

we had fun with it in the church toilet.
SO FUNNY.
we took two videos and many photos!
and set one of them as his wallpaper (:
HAHA, and set the word colour to PRETTY PALE PINK.

yea.
aha (:

IAN.
HAHA, tsk!

so funny.

anyways.

my screwy links are screwed.
i'm gonna leave them as the you-cant-see-any-nice-words-when-you-hover-over-it links.
until Miss Samantha Ann Michaela Branson catches up with time.

my links are currently so outdated, edwin tan isnt even linked!

sorry !
but yeah.

i've been rushing to keep up with time.
i seem busier now than ever.

so much homework, so little time!

it's funny how my mood swings.
HEH.
one minute i'm like smsing edwin low saying
i like pretty rainbows. cos they're so pretty and colourful.

next minute i'm like.
SIGHS.

and today.
OMGGGGGGGG.
i felt like such a bimbo la.

i know i know, i'm giving melissa mike and steph the chance to point, laugh and scream bimbo but HAHA. OMG.

i stood at the shop.
and it took me like ten minutes to figure out the price of three pairs of $2 earrings.
HEH.
and then i'm like.
OH SIX BUCKS! i knew that (:

after which i took out my wallet and realised i only had FIVE bucks.
and that was before realising that there was a reasonably big sign saying 3 pairs for $5.
okay, laugh all you want.

and thats not all.
(i was with ofelia and serene after comm meeting btw)
we were waiting for the MRT.
haha, you know the glass panels, they're like reflective. HAHA.
so i looked and i was like.
OMGGG. i'm slim.
and i want to lose weight.
HEH.
giggles.
i'm slim
-grins.
HAHAHAHA.
so retarded.

perhaps you should've seen their reaction. AHA.

oh and thats not all that happened.
heh.

so i was walking out of the mrt station and
i messaged nicole and mike to plan the water molecule outing.
so i'm like okay! friday! everyone can make it.
HAHA.
then i walked to my grandma's house.
on the way up in the lift.
i'm like.
OMG.
i cant make it on friday.
i've got sec four farewell and dental appt.

HAHAHA.
omggggg!

yeah.
OOHKAY.

seeing people smile, make me smile.
it always did.
always had and always will.

sprinkled in glitter.
10:19 PM

no number of words in this post can describe how annoyed,
freaking pissed i am.

my whole damn long post got freaking deleted.
THANKS to the screwy connection.

i hate it.

i typed so much okay.
so much.

you know how you put so much effort into something.
and in a flash it just goes away.

thats how i feel.

and i hate it.

and now i've got a freaking headache from crying.
THANKS.

i'll think about retyping it.
yeah. later.
it was damn long la.
and now it's gone.
WTH la.

sprinkled in glitter.
8:43 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

pissed is hardly the word to describe how i'm feeling.
FISH.

sprinkled in glitter.
12:43 PM

i am pissed.

my links got wiped out.

WTF la.

i have to redo everything.
just great!

maybe it's time for a new blogskin.

OMG.
wth.

i'm chao annoyed.

ah.
so much effort wasted.

GREAT.
GREAT.
GREAT.

sprinkled in glitter.
12:35 PM

Happy Birthday PL :D
i love you much much!

changed my bedsheet earlier.
so dusty la.

now it's got dogs ALL OVER IT (:

i keep sneezing now though.
yeah!
and my nose keeps running.

oh wells.

if i had it my way, i would make new rules, that sounds cool
people say i'm crazy they dont understand who i am
if i had it my way, i would change the world, just one girl.

i'm happy (:

gonna meet PL later (:
i'm not sure who else besides sean and amanda, oh and marcus, are going.

mmhmm !
today, let's talk about spammers !

spammers.

what's the first thing that comes to mind?
okay, i'm leaning towards negative comments.

not the retarded kind la.
the 'you make the whole world hate you' kind.
er yeah.

outgoing calls.

okay. here's a list of random words and phrases associated with spammers.
kay, it's on a general level. yeah.

-joke of the day
-people with nothing to do
-bad words
-blogs
-ip
-tagboards
-anonymity
-friends standing up for you
-realisations
-trees
-colour

alrights.
let's elaborate.

joke of the day.

HAHA, personally, i find the above mentioned noun self-explanatory.
however, for the sake of spammers, i shall explain.

i said this before, i'll say this again
er, sam, you might find it ironic that i'm telling spammers to Get Real, but haiyo, ignore me for awhile yeah?

so yeah, back to the point.
DUDE, GET REAL.
not the programme.

get real.

saying stuff like--
'you make the whole world hate you id so unreal, it's funny!
hence making your entire statement a joke, and subsequently, it becomes the joke of the day.
simply because nothing else is funnier.

say something more real la.

yeah.

moving on, people with nothing to do.
ho ho.

again, it's self explanatory.

i shall provide some suggestions with regards to what you can do instead.

1. Go buy a kite.
2. Go fly a kite
3. Go read ! the Warcraft trilogy's good. lovely english.
4. Get a blog if you dont already have one, and then maybe you can spam yourself!

okay. next!
ah, bad words.

they're BAD.

so try not to use them yeah?

IP addresses.

oooh.

cos they help you find out who they spammers are. heh.

ANONYMITY.

see above-- people with nothing else better to do.

I personally think your parents gave you a name for a reason, i mean no offence if your real name is ANON, though i doubt so.

you tell me to get a life, when you cant even put your real name.
thats funny la.
it's SOMEWHAT like telling someone to keep quiet, by shouting at them.
like dude, you're adding to the noise.

yeah.
following the phrase, lead by example,
i cant follow YOUR example if i dont even know you, or who you are.

that being the case,
i dont see why i should listen to someone i dont know.
simply because the person doesnt even know me!

it's like.
you're walking along the street and you see someone with xxx colour hair.
and you totally dont know the person.
and you're like.
'excuse me, your hair colour is CHAO gross. go change it can. meet you back her next tuesday and i'll tell you whether i like it or whether you should go change your hair colour again.'

and the person with xxx colour hair will be thinking.
OMGGGG. What's the number for the IMH.

who are you to judge another?

and friends standing up.

it goes to prove that whatever you've spewed, isn't true.

you know, i make the whole world hate me.
no, really.

and i'm fat la!
yeah.
even if i turned anorexic, i'd still be fat!
cos i'm that fat,
no, really.

NO, REALLY.

two words.
get real.

realisations.

haha, this post stands as definition, explanation and example for the above mentioned word.

TREES!
oh, my favourite.

haha, i know i'm lame, but yeah. stay with me yeah?

why cant all the losers of the world get stuck in trees?

it'd be so much better.
no computers in trees. no handphones.

picture it?

PEACE!
until computers and handphones start growing on trees that is.

Lastly, COLOUR.
As annoying as spammers are to an individual, like myself.
they add colour to your blog.
HEH.
i mean, i wouldnt have posted what i just did, if it weren't for anon.

yeah.

anyways!
i'm going out soon soon.
meeting for lunch first.

dear, i think i'm gonna be late (:

oh and sam,
You're a really good friend - no sarcasm intended.
standing up for her and all.
yeah, i'm sure she appreciates it, sorry for being mean.
it's on a personal level though.
oh, and i'm sorry you were brainwashed as i know it.
like dude, you formed an impression of me based on smth one of your friends told you.
everyone's telling me to change.
and it sucks.

even if i did change, it wouldnt make a difference to you, or anyone who wants me to change,
cos you wouldn't give me a chance to make a new impression.
and in doing so, labelling my change useless.

whats the point of changing if you dont take time to even notice it.
here's your reality check.

Not everyone has the same views as you,
so you might just consider accepting that.

you cant make everyone think what you think.
you cant make everyone follow your ideals, people might agree with them, but that doesnt mean they'll follow your ideals.
you cant make people turn against someone just cos you have something against them.
it's a free world.

realise that yeah?
i've realised i cant make the whole world like me.
i cant make the whole if singapore like me.

and that's just too bad.

but i've realised that.
and maybe it's time you do too.

sprinkled in glitter.
11:57 AM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

A heaven lot.

Congrats on being confirmed to
Laura, Marcus, Michael, Hansel, Charm, Jervis, Eadelin, Ben, miss Shanthi & Joanne!

lets see what i can remember.

Confi at the Church of the Holy Spirit.
Amanda and i were there early. at like one.(the thing was at two)
then the legion guys came.
sat with them for mass.
took photos of the confirmants.

Someone was SUPER CUTE.
distracted me during mass la! SIGHS (:

ANYWAYS,
miss shanthi did the first reading.
a girl wore the same dress as me.

er yeah.
my reaction.
HAHA. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

aha, melvin's reaction to her in the dress was the best la.
dude, you made my day.

then marcus made my day by finding out the size.
okaaaay, enough of being mean now.

haha, when we found out, i screamed.
ahahaha. and someone was like, wah, louder than the church bells. LOL.

after mass was chaos.
so crowded!
and nat and amanda wanted to prove that * was cuter than *.
HAHA, but he wasnt there, too badddd.

michael had a cute tie.
hahaha.
hence it matched him (:

oohkay.
Hansel was the lucky guy who got the orange flower. HAHA.
the other two flowers were LOVELY PRETTY VIBRANT PINK.
the pretiest shade ever. the orange was really bright and happy too.

with a glow as magnificent as the sun leaving the evening sky,
sending slivers of purple and red across the dusky horizon.

I feel like writing a descriptive essay now. SOOO. heads up for one.

i decided to give the guys flowers cos during my confi, no one gave the guys flowers.
and i felt really awful cos while i was getting flower after flower, they had like none.
so yeah.

i made sure the guys i knew got flowers this time round! haha. yeah.

Ben wasnt expecting a pretty flower (:
ahaha, havent seen him in ages man !
HAHA.

Laura Tan looked so sweet.
lace is so you (:
and the choker was really beautiful.

yup.
had to rush to church for choir at five.

had a fever.
hahaha.
felt awful.
had gastric, prolly cos i didnt eat lunch.
AHA.

so yeah.
felt AWFUL.

sang sang sang.
Prepare ye the way.

haha, Jacob and the fist hitting.
lols.
saw derek at mass. WAH. first time.
HAHA (:

then night practice retarded as usual.
LOL.
we kept singing that song irene introduced us to.
if you listen to it. and really absorb the words.
it'll really strike a cord in you.
the song is Trust his Heart by the daughters of st paul.

God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
When you dont understand
When you dont see his plan,
when you cant trace his hand,
Trust his heart.

to sum up a random points to remember.

(haha, ironic since i greatly dislike summaries)

1. I got to see Ben (: whom i havent seen in God knows how long.
2. A girl had the same confi dress as me (: teehee. marcus and melvin so made my day !
3. Michael had an oh-so-cute tie, aha. and he remembers me.
4. Choir practice was great.
5. Someone's coming back tmr !

yup.
okay, that's ytd.

TODAY!
mass.
haha, turns our marcus went for the same mass, but didnt see me.
aha, eh. i was wearing BLACK AND WHITE STRIPES.

after mass went to Wisma for lunch. then Taka which was amazingly crowded. waaaah. yeah.
CROWDED.
so we left for Forum.
Toys 'r' us.
shop shop shop.
my heels were KILLING ME.

then we finally cabbed home.

yup.
i've got If we hold on forever stuck in my head now.
it so reminds me of primary six.

live believing, dreams are for weaving.

that line strikes me most.
i guess that lines' like typical me.
I'm always touching along the lines of believing in yourself.
and like everything is possible with you.
i mean, it's you.
you can choose to smile, or frown.

i mean you cant sit there and expect good grades to grow all around you.
or you can slack off and wait for what you want to appear.

reflective post coming up.

sprinkled in glitter.
6:08 PM

Friday, December 08, 2006

i dont want a lot for christmas.
there is just one thing i need.
i dont care about the presents
underneath the christmas tree.

i love that Christmas song la!
OMGGG.
haha, but thats like the song they play in all the shopping centres in malaysia.

mmhmm!
anyways,
it's the Church of the Holy Spirit confirmation tmr.
Laura, Marcus, Charm, Eadelin, Ben, Hansel, Jervis, Joanne, and a few errr. HAHA.
you get the idea.

and then choir!
mmhmm!

i slept at 2am last night.
aha.
waaaaah.
i was SO TIRED.
aha, but yes yes.
i was being stubborn (:
from 1am.
became 1.15am.
then 1.35am.
then 2am.
HAHA (:

and i can count HOOKAY.
hahahaha (:
12-2=9

and you did sound tired.
cept when you were annoying me.
HAHA (:

loves.

sprinkled in glitter.
3:28 PM

PHOTOS are hereeeee! (:
cam whoring a heaven lot.

thanks to linnette, mel and cass for photos! ((((: