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sweet sixteen.
born on 23rd JAN`91
very mixed; EURASIAN.

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Thursday, August 31, 2006

three double losers major sitting in a tree.
thinking how stupid being a loser can be.


found out some stuff today.. haha, singapore is TOO small man.
i read too fast. shucks. my break for people's own intentions was too long.aha,


and SEE. i told you i read like a stuck-up eurasian newsreader..

and, aha. miss syde and mr ng looked nice in their ACJC uniforms. LOL.yea.
and.
the three teachers in the sji uniform. with the stripy green candy cane tie! aha.

generally normal day. OOH. results. did worst then i expected. but OBVIOUS and GREAT improvement from mid-years. HAHA.

Eng 63 -b4
Malay 45.7 -d7
Add maths 80 -a1
Maths 63.3 -b4
Chem 32 -f9
Physics 92 -a1
Art for AEP 76.7 -a1
SS/Hist 75 -a1
Geography 65 -b3

L1R5 is ELEVEN. not bad la.

yup.
i feel like photoblogging. here goes.
let's dedicate it to the three double losers.


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so this girl thinks. love left on the road long ago.
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why cant she be happy. and carefree.
not having to spend hours thinking how screwed she can get.
not having to care what people think.
people whom she doesnt even know.

not having to help them realise how they're acting.

not bringing light upon what they dont know.

it's not easy to change people's mindsets. not easy at all.


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hey. stop killing the flowers.
you dont even know what they did wrong.
yet you just stamp all over them.
blowing your killer breath.
at least, trying to.

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she forgives too easily.
and forgets to fast.
she's learnt to get over.

good for her.
good for her.

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3:25 PM


Wednesday, August 30, 2006

school was normal today. haha, isnt it always. chem test was fine. just found quite DUH that i got my eqn correct, and put the salt as insoluble, but instead of precipitation. i put excess of insluble base. TSK.

nothing else much happened. haha, mass prac again (:
i read the general intercessions like WHOAH. four times? into the mike. good practice la.
YEA.

then AEP (: su and i made our teachers day cards!
she's giving fruits, and i'm giving chocolates so we're gonna give all our stuff together, and tell the teachers they can like compensate for the chocs with the fruit (: HAHA.

YEA. miss low is the funniest teacher ever. and the easiest to suan? haha, possibly. she's NICE la. she's gonna wear the ij school uniform tmr. i told her i'll bring my camera and my brown and blue polka dotted umbrella and take photo! aha, cos the theme is RELIVING THE GOOD OLD DAYS.
yup!
haha. yup. what else happened. ER.
let me think.

nothing much la. HAHA.
oh, and i still think that i read like a stuck up eurasian newscaster. HAHA.

TMR! for general intercessions, i'll say.
'The response is Lord in your mercy, hear our prayer'
then you all automatically say LORD IN YOUR MERCY HEAR OUR PRAYER. okay okay! yup.
and when i pause for half a second at the end of each prayer, PLEASE DONT get a sudden spasm to say the response, until AFTER i say Lord hear our prayer. YUP.

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8:43 PM


Tuesday, August 29, 2006

OH MA GOSH.
(-as isabelle would sms. hurr hurr.)
I really think i have OCD (obsessive complusive disorder)
to a small extent la. HAHA. oh man! i shall increase my sensitivity -3/3-ers i was the one who wrote about the florist thing. HAHA.
and not say the speacific thing that got me so hyped up. LOL.

Lecture on permutations today was good. learned one whole chapter in 2 hours- so it was def. productive.
HAHA, yeaaa. nothing else to blog about. i was like WHATTTTTT! when miss shanthi extended the deadline for hte english project to after the hols. LIKE WTH la! i stayed up LATE doing it. and sacrificed hw time to do it. oh wells.
AND AND AND.
i realised i did smth good!
haha, i rejected a call from a guy cos i was studying! aha, and it was a nice guy okay. aha.
i personally found that rather amazing.

i want my report book back! apart from the fact that i dont want to see that AWFUL 36% for chem and like 49% for malay,
if i'm not wrong, i got a1 for everything else -grins WIDELY. except maybe geog and english--which we didnt get back.
SO.
English - dont know yet
Malay - prolly 49%
A maths - 80%.
E maths - not sure. but i think a1.
Physics - 92%
Chemistry - 36% EW.
SS/Hist - 77% (:
Geography - not told yet.
AEP - 77% or 76%.

generally happy. though disappointed with my chem. YEA.
at least i got a1 for like ALMOST everything.

i'm most PLEASED with my social studies and history marks.

esp SS (:
mr mus said i topped the level , and had the best answers, so happy la.. first time ever. and he said he marked acc to O level standards. so yea. (:

physics is an obvious improvement from my 34% in mid years! WHICH shows that i CAN improve. haha. yes yes. with my PL's help! YES YES.

make a date! fri of the sept hols! MAKE the afternoon and night FREEEEE please! both of you.. and eugene! HURR HURRRRR. group blog can!

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7:52 PM


Monday, August 28, 2006

Stressing at eleven at night is not fun.
Having to do the whole CCA page thing by yourself is not fun.
Having no time to do hw is not fun.
Having no time to do homework when you want to is even more not fun.
Carrying your HEAVY chem tb home to study and ending up not having time to, is not fun.
Carrying home your heavy physics tb and ending up having no time to do hw and thus no time to use it is not fun.
Sleeping late is not fun.
Not being able to do what you want is NOT FUN.

Good night. Sleep tight. Don’t let the bed bugs bite.

You know why? Cos being bitten by bed bugs is not fun.

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10:49 PM




hey hey.

school today was boring. nothing much happened so there isn't much to blog about. well, had practice for the teacher's day mass. read the universal prayer.. and sang. amanda's singing into the mike. HAHA. then, nothing much la. didnt eat lunch. OOPS.

and yeaa. helped a blind man get on the bus (:

yup! i miss nat!
and she reminds me of Runaway by The Corrs. which is THE NUMBER ONE song which is permanently stuck in my head. YEA.

so many things to get done!

the teacher's day letter thing.
english brochure.
AEP SOVA question.
Malay karangan-essay.
Burnt the chess CD to be submitted for the school annual.
Physics worksheet.
study Chem for the test on wednesday. SHUCKS.

why am i online!
OH YEAH. english project (:

eugene! GROUP BLOG PLEASE.
i'm praying for the chin chow!

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6:12 PM


Sunday, August 27, 2006

they finally sat on the right!
HAHA.
dinner after mass, with Nat, Eugene, Marcus, Alex, Marc, James, Mr Ang, another Mark and Melvin.

LOL. we were like so retarded can!
we ate ar fork and spoon. took like fifteen over minutes to get eugene to buy his food.. then we ate, and he talked like non-stop. HAHA. OMG. laughed alot. Nat and marcus got married! HAHA.
so they're the couple.
I'm the TELEPHONE.
Eugene's the dog.
Melvin's the MAID.
Alex is the indian neighbour.

HAHA. OMG. marcus and his accent. and HAHAAA. oh man. cant describe the convo we had.

so like. yeaaaa. i'm the phone. HAHA. OH MAN. my poor hand.
errr. whacked eugene a few times for being retarded! haha.
the deceased chin chow got dumped in my soup. and i knew it was going to splash! lucky i put my hand there la. HAHA.
now your shirt got SOUP.

so yea, we talked A LOT A LOT of nonsense. haha. yeaaaa. wah. all sunburnt from OBS can. oh man! i cant imagine how it'll be when i go. HAHA. eugene's says there weren't any cockroaches. PHEW. one less thing to worry about. HAHA. so yea. they said obs was fun... lol. the dont HEYGAY HEYGAY thing. haha. and yea. we talked bout a lot of other stuff, got suaned by a lot of stuff. HAHA. yea. the definition of fun is last night.

so yea. ended up coming home late as usual. HAHA. yeaaa. it was worth it! OMG.
the fun i have with nat, eugene, marcus, alex and melvin! aha. loves.

you're my STARSHINE!

RING RING RING RING.(quick melvin! answer the PHONE!)
hello police! maid abuse!
for theft please press 1. for murder please press 2. for maid abuse please press 3.
singapore's police force. the reason you can sleep safely at night.

i now declare the SEA GAMES 2006 OPEN.

my kennel got space for one more person okay.

haha, dono what hybrid will come out. HAHAHA.

OH MAN. you guys're the bestestesterest.

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12:22 PM


Thursday, August 24, 2006

YEA LAH! it's just a bag!

aha. i personally found it quite funny. haha. one person from each of our cliques told us the SAME thing. cos we both were like. OMG, she's got te same bag as me! wth. HAHA. it's like somewhat a natural reation la. HAHA. yea. meeting nat tmr! OH YEAH.

haha. we watched this cool video for english. on the save the humans campaign. bout animals deciding to save humans with aids. SO NICE LA.

yup!

nothing else to type? HAHA. nat tmr! haha. we cant wait la.
LOVE YOU PL! (:

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8:26 PM


Wednesday, August 23, 2006

NOT HERS;

The highlight of the day.
Went to VS for the design workshop.
Haha, i was right.
The schedule was too funny to be true. They way overshot the time stated. Lol. So like yea. it as insufficient time to generate ideas.
The VS boys did a presentation. One of them spoke very well. Very fluently.
Their school’s quite nice. Despite the fact that we ended up in the middle of siglap. And it took us two phone calls and a few pages in the street directory to find their school. Lol. it didnt help that the directiry was from 2001. so VS was like in GEYLANG?!


We got lost la. Haha. YEA.

Genrally, i found that the workshop would’ve been more productive if it was had a longer duration. Yup.

Nothing much happened in school today. Though i knew i wouldn’t do well in my chem. Test. I can pass okay! CAN.
And i want to prove that.

Yup. For now, i cant wait for Friday la. YUP! For many reasons. Er. Since i’m bored and bo liao, i shall STATE the reasons for which i cant wait for Friday.

1.It’s the last day after a week of school
2.the next day is Saturday! CHURCH (:
3.i get to see nat –so i hope
4.the guys’re BACKKKK

5.er. there's no chess? so i can go home earlier? LOL.

i'm seriously bored. i happen to be waiting for the opportune moment. during which i will post this. YEA. so er?

random quotes from random people. try and guess who said what. HAHA, own up if you know you did la.

'you CAN'T change peoples' opinions of you , but you CAN keep them from being right about it .'

'omg. thats cool k. HOME LEH.'

'omg!you rock man!!!'

'oh wells, if you ever need like birthday present for ur bro or what.COME TO ME.'

'EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !
what? (me)
OMG! OMG! OMG!
why!(me)
I just ate coconut chocolate.'

HAHA. reading your previous msn convos is FUN.

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8:52 PM


Tuesday, August 22, 2006

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aep first hand prep! gah. i still cant get a clear idea on how my character will look.
suggestions anyone?

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6:43 PM




she's a copycat;
a colour photocopy in 3D.

that's just what you get.

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5:36 PM




haha. i'm back from my spinal check up. i was there for FIFTEEN minutes. such a waste of time can!

YEA. then by that time i was all dressed up to go out. but no one was out. so i couldnt go out. HAHA. you know how i dislike doing things alone. yeaaa.

school was boring today. dance was way tiring la.


omg. have you seen my two majorly big blisters! they hurt so much la! yea. i showed the clique my pretty blisters. haha. they're as bigger than a 50 cent coin! HAHA. yea. then maths. and yea.i couldnt concentrate much. i miss debbie and nat and eug. shucks. haha. i wrote that so nicely in my e maths tb. LOL. then there was geog. after that we had recess then malay. cikgu didnt come. so er. we had this guy. FUNNY.

english was spent going through the format for letters to an editor. and also trying to con persuade miss shanthi into joining th CWS ( con woman society) which th clique is part of-except jannah. TSK) she joined us of course! the other society was KISS (keep it safe and secure) Geri's one. LOL. MUACKS. haha. then i was hair model for a bit. lol. and we laughed A LOT during english la. haha. so english with miss shanti is generally fun. yup! HAHA.

for joining details --to join the CWS, please tag my board.
p.s. join us-- we've got a LOGO.


yea.i'm going to VS tmr for some aep thing. er. rachel's mission is to find the first hot guy and ask him where to media lab is. cos we're so gonna get lost can. YEA. oh man, i cant check my email. HAHA. so funny. mmhmm!

i wont use to comp tmr, if i can help it.. this is my 399th post btw! HAHA.

like EW. she has the same sling bag as me! OMG! no way. my bag got insulted can. SO SAD. yeaaaa. oh wells.

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4:56 PM


Monday, August 21, 2006

haha. i'm happy now. lol.
but i still miss Nat!
dont worry, we'll still be PLs even if we dont see each other for an entire month (:

talk to you soon! LOVES.

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10:41 PM




Me and my genius ideas.

I tried reinstalling my msn 7.5 and it turned out screwed. So for awhile now, i won’t have msn. SO YEA.. so sad.

School was retarded. Mrs kunna didnt come, so there was one free period. we played beauty school HAHA. shirin and her retarded games. so we did her hair. which seriously looks like a chicken's tail feathers. will load the photos once mag mails them to me. then. chem was normal. mr ng was same as ever.. cme was boring..

yea. i'm desperately trying to get my msn to work. failing which. i shall be like. sad. yea. SAD.

what else happened.omg. i'm not online for four days and my inbox is flooded. SHUCKS. omg!
i miss Debbie and Nat and Eugene.

shucks. i cant wait for the coming hols! yeaa. there's something to look forward to. well, that and my rating!

tournament on saturday was okay. personally i did alright. i lost to two guys and drew one game with a st nicks girl. i was so happy when i won this like 1500 rating HCI boy. haha. he said EFF when i ate his queen. waha.

is msn live better then msn 7.5? ER.

anyways. got to see julian after a LONG time. talked to him quite a bit. HAHA. and yea. they were all polliting the mind of my brother la please. yea. i've got a few lunch dates to look forward to now. HAHA. and yeaaa. sji didnt come in top third this year. LOL. we didnt win this year either. oh. i trashed ofelia's FRIEND. HAHA. oh yeah.

haha, yeaa. i got msn live working. OKAY. happy. where was i.er. i feel like blog hopping now. anyways. todays my first day as CHESS PRESIDENT. it feels good not having to take attendance anymore man. yup. LATER.

oh yea. i htnk i failed my chem test. OH WELLS.

i'm talking to nat now (: i miss her so.
oh. and did i tell you,
i miss debbie!
and eugene!

and creative arts programme.
you see. i wrote part of this poem for our group's poetry slam!
and each line started with.
did i tell you. OH SHUCKS. why do i always miss thing.
you dont know the value of smth. till its gone.

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9:38 PM


Thursday, August 17, 2006

I’m worried. Oh man. I cant stop worrying. I’m generally a worry bug. And i admit to being SLIGHTLY affected by Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD).
Shucks! I’m worried. Oh man. And there’s tournament this Saturday.
Up goes the stress levels.
And pressure levels.
And worry levels.

Oh man.

I’m a worry bug.

And i realize i get affected by people too too much. It’s like. You know. You think you’re so close to them. You can like tell them everything. And when they break up. It feels as though it’s happening to you. When it isn’t. it’s like. You want to make them happy. So much that you try to take away their sorrow by making it your own. It can’t be hurting you. It doesn’t show up in your grades. And in school, you’re still the same happy person. But somehow. Before you sleep at night. It just doesn’t feel right. It just doesn’t. cos it prolly isn’t. it’s like yea. you get affected by people you’re close to. To the extent that you take away their sadness by making it your own. And that’s a good thing. You love them so much. That you’re willing that make sacrifice. The only sadder thing is that there’s no one to take away your sorrow.
How ironic can that get. You can make people happy. But you cant make yourself happy. i guess i'm just like that. So many things just shout irony.

Never really told you but thanks. Like the one person i can whine to.

I’m sad because he’s sad. And she’s sad because i’m sad that he’s sad and he’s sad.

It’s like. You’ve gotten so close at some point of time. … Is as sad as a break up. Omg. Why like that. So effed up la please. So effed up.

I saw the two of them today. They’re so happy.
My prayers are working.


crash.

Sorry i shouted at you today Audrey. I didn’t mean it. It’s just i got so annoyed and frustrated. And i didn’t realize i shouted and all. Sorry.

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5:48 PM


Monday, August 14, 2006

TSK. wah. Like i told you.you really have this way of making me realise things. and cheering me up when i'm sad. thanks.

Just back from mass. Gerard has HOTTTT friends can.

Add maths test today was way easier than expected please. 3/8 scared me.

yup. SHUCKS. wah SO HOT.

thats how it was in church. like so many layers!
underwear, shorts, shirt, pinafore, robe. WHOAH. hot can!
yupppp.

your hot friends (:

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9:39 PM


Sunday, August 13, 2006

i can smell the rain.

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happy birthday LINNette!
haha. though i alrdy wished you after mass!
enjoy being fifteen. continue being just the way you are! we need a shopping trip again! with debbie also (: WHOOSH, loves!

A maths test tmr. Haha, i’m gonna screw it please.

And ytd! Haha. I got pranked? Haha, but id not know by who. LOL.
So freaky man!
Aha, i couldn’t go for dinner with nat and marcus and marc! AW.
Aha, nvm. Next next week.
Haha, you know. You never really realize how much you miss a person. Until she/he’s gone. YEA man.

Haha, i met marcus in the library. Coincidently la. HAHA. So funny.
YEA. it's been SO boring la. yea. tournament coming up. shucks.

yea. haha, everytime i wear my purple/magenta skirt, there's surely ONE person who'll say it's nice? haha. THANKS THANKS.
it's from canada..and my aunt bought it for me for christmas.. yup.

haha. yea, i was feeling particularly down ytd.. for reasons i shant state here. YEA.
it reminds me of this poem. ANYWAYS.

she's stealing;
in the silence of the day
she skips between every orange sunray

claiming what isn’t hers.

The purple underbellies of the watching clouds played witness;
They let her.

They let her kiss their puddles of rainwater,
As she flirted to gain the rainbow’s trust.

The gentle raindrops ignored her quickened pace.
As she stole.

As she stole with such stealth.
The wind himself could not catch her.

The crashing waves covered her trail.
The blemishes in the turquoise tide, ignorant of her presence

The soft summer breeze let her slip past.
Even as the branches of trees stretched their hands to catch her,
The leaves whispered words of encouragement to her.

She’s stealing;
In the tranquil of the night.
She skips between every gossamer moonbeam.

She tears apart the night sky,
Seeking to claim what isn’t hers.

Yet the silver moonlight lets her go on.
The tears of the sky catch but a glimpse of her.

She took what isn’t hers.
And there’s no one to stop her.
she's stealing;
she’s already stolen my smile.

heal the world.
make it a better place.
for you and for me and the entire human race.

YEA
oh wellsmmhmmTSKsighsshuckswther?whatttBLEAHewERM yeaokaaayriightYEA.


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12:12 PM


Friday, August 11, 2006

Name twenty people you can think of right now. Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1. Amanda
2. Eugene
3. Nathalie
4. Shirin
5. Mag
6. Mad
7. Jannah
8. jess
9. SU
10. Jared
11. Jon
12. Richard
13. Derek
14. Marc
15. Marcus
16. Audrey HO
17. Laura Tan
18. Jeanette
19. Sarah
20. Rachel LIM
How did you meet #14?
choir!
What would you do if you didn't meet #1(Amanda)?
WAH. i wouldn't have as much fun.

What if #9 (su) and #20 (rach lim) dated?
HAHA. pure hilarious
Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
er. Unless they’re les? And i majorly doubt so.

Describe #3
SHE SO ROCKS can.
She’s an excellent physics teacher! And a GOOD GOOD GOOD friend. Not to mention, she’s loads of fun to hang out with.

Is #8 attractive?
of course! Its JESSICA TEO (:

Describe #7
kan cheong can! Oh, and she can take one hour to choose ONE PEN.

Do you know any of #12 family members?
NUH-UH.

What would you do if #18 confess to you that she likes you?
haha, errr? In what way? I’d flip? Aha.

What language does #15 speak?
English and chinese

Who is #9 going out with?
NO ONE la.

How old is #16 ?
my age, 15.

When is the last time you spoke to #13 ?
ytd on msn

Who is #2's favourite band/singer?
none in particular? He generally likes acoustics though.

Would you ever date #4?
ER. On one of our girly shopping dates? YEA DUH. Les? Er. I’m straight please.

Would you ever date #1 ?
HAHA, i have loads! She’s my bestie. We’re like ALWAYS out together la.

Is #19 single?
yea. as far as i’m concerned.

What's #10's last name?
REZEL!

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
haha, er? Whats with all the relationship thing things?

School of #3 ?
SMSS!

Where does #6 live?
near mag. Haha, ____drive.

What's your fave thing about #5 ?
her neatness please!

Have you seen #2 naked before?
OMG! WHAT A QUESTION. EW NO.

5 people to do this stupid thing:
LAURA TAN.
NAT!
Er. And three other bo liao ppl.


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GAH. from the class sign, to the starbucks bitching sessions cum class comm outings to the collection of forms and the like in our oh-so-colourful classroom. i miss TWO ONE 2005.

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stargirl

another week OVER! which means, tmr's saturday! OH YEAH.
i love love love saturdays!
aha.
i just did some baking. the first tray ended up OH SO BURNT. LOL.
YEAA.
today was same as ever? mmhmm.
WHOAH. you so should have seen the class during hist. dr. foster had the teacher's induction thing. so mrs krishna sat in. WHOAH. half the class was SLEEPING. so funny. isabelle and her half awake face. we occupied ourselves with throwing bits of paper at mag, jannah and mad, who were sleeping. SHUCKS. then we went on to rubberband shooting. TSK.
haha.

YEA. other than that, nothing much happened! OH YEAH.
i was depressed man.
i lost my new eraser! after like two periods of physics! NEW ONE OKAY!
miss syde attempted making me feel better by giving me this smiley face thing, sweet of her la.

AND OMG!
BREAKING NEWS!
i got 23/25 for my physics test!
I'M SO HAPPY CAN.
AHA. YEA! happy happy happy.
thanks to nat! haha.

then half way through maths, mr ng wanted to see me?
wah. i thought he found my eraser! BUT. he just wanted me to collect physics notes. shucks. why me? maybe cos i'm rather responmsive and participative during class.. aha, aren't i always?

ooh. i'm hooked on Runaway by The Corrs. LATER.

WHOOSH! eugene lee! faster come back from camp LEH!

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8:27 PM


Thursday, August 10, 2006

YAY. rahimah's out!

i didnt know richard takes art!

art rocks please.

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9:06 PM




There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.


i LOVE this song.

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YESTERDAY was heaps of fun!
nat came over! she initially got lost! she got off the bus many stops too late. AHA. but! not to worry! i gave her directions over the phone! and she was soon FOUND! yea man. kudos to my sense of direction. LOL. we had fun talking and watching the parade and all. EUGENE LEE! we attempted chasing him to come to my house also. TSK. we even called his DAD to ask la please. of course we got pranked! AHEM AHEM! OMG.

who's phone was THAT ! shucks. so we stuck to talking to him while painting.

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eugene's on the line! haha. sweet revenge! attack of the thumbs.
aha. and nat's phone had pictures of marcus tan! haha, you know the day we went to macs to have our milkshakes! the one where they were doing the fuzzie wuzzie thing, and black magic, and all? YEA. omg. the picture of marcus tan stressing cos he couldnt get the fw thing. LOL. marcus tan! haha, so retarded can. and eugene's hair! and the attempted photo of the SAD POUT ): HAHA. funny la. but nat's phone cannot infra-red! haha, SO SAD.

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the floor got vandalized (:

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we painted! my colourful colourful palette!

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OUR MASTER PIECE CAN. so nice, we know (:

see the red beads! aha.

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the thumbs! and finger! SO CUTE. little blue and little yellow!

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i can join the army. OH YEAH.

she left at like ten thirty? round there. YAY for all the FUN! go see nat's blog for her post !

eugene! group blog when you're back from National camp please !

oh, and happy birthday singapore!

just like the river which brings us life, there'll always be singapore





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1:06 PM


Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Making people happy, makes me happy.

Call me a happy meal (:

Its glad knowing that you’ve made someone feel better. Like, it gives you a reason in life (:

I’m SAD.
I cant go for linn’s much-awaited party. AW MAN. I was so looking forward to it la please.

And then i have to get like grounded. Plus i went out after school. So i cant. SHUCKS la, it sucks. MAJORLY.

Oh wells.
I hope Nat can come over! Yes! National day parade and cycling! And we can bake if we want (:

But i cant see Debbie! AWS.

Mmhmm. other than that. I’ve been in an effed up mood as of late.
Competitions coming up! Omg.

And i spent forty five minutes waiting for the fireworks at Marina Bay ytd.

Because, this idiot here had to wear a SKIRT. So duh i could sit la! Actually i could. But i didn’t want to. Uncomfortable man.
But yea. so i was feeling so fishy.
Then came the fireworks.
And i have to admit, they made the wait worthwhile.
Here’re some picts. My sis took them all though.
I was kinda preoccupied with SMSing ppl with my mum’s phone.

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my favourite picture. notice it's uninterrupted by any heads.

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after watching all of that, and hearing numerous WAHHHS from all the small kids, i decided i want to be a PYROTECHNICIAN. (sp?)


And then yea. i shall blog abt the outing with the CLIQUE!

The clique went to watch CLICK (:

It was supposed to be a comedy! and there was loads of laughter. BUT.
I cried like shit.

The part where he kept rewinding and ff-ding the I LOVE YOU SON part. WAH.

And the part he was in the hospital. And he knew he was going to die, and yet he ran off after his son. In the RAIN! And OMG. It was so touching. And the note he gave his wife—I’ll still love you in the morning. OMG. I cried like SO MUCH.



Yea. mostly guys were watching the movie. Anyways! Can you imagine! I’ve never had someone in the family pass away. Cept my great grandfather, whom i rarely saw. I’d CRY SO MUCH.

yea. Oh wells. I was out with my family just now. I made my mum pay for all my stationery. TEEHEE.
And for my sweets, hawflakes, drinks and chips. Oh and my cookie mix.
Yup. Congrats to Jon! The CSM.
Aha. Yeaa.

Thanks everyone, for understanding. Love you all loads.

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1:03 PM


Monday, August 07, 2006

pray for your enemies please.
i know i will.

i had a total change of mind when we had catechism.
mmhmm. maybe God was speaking to me, through my teacher.

PROBABLY.
well, for starters, they're not my enemies.
they're just people who have a problem with me.
i'm praying for them.

Love is patient; love is kind
and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love; --


God said, LOVE your enemies.
he didnt tell us to LIKE them.
he said to LOVE them.
and what better way to love them, then by praying for them.
especially, if you cant face them.
for reasons unspoken.
perhaps, when you see them, it just makes you recall the impression they have of you, and come on la, who on earth doesnt mind or likes people having a bad impression of them hmm?
yea, it just turns down your mood volume.
perhaps i've felt so sad at times, i dont want people to be sad or upset over problems they've had.
YEA, thats just it.

but the greatest of them all is love.

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7:53 PM




School!

Physics test! Wah. Like for once, i’m actually confident of passing la.haha. YEA MAN.
like how amazing is that.

that shows that impressions CAN change! yup!

national day celebrations tmr! GAH. SJI's AP!
i want to go, but i'm not sure if i'll be allowed.. MMHMM.

chess today. shucks. we're having handover SOON. and i'm actually NERVOUS. oh yeah.

other that that, nothing much happened today! and the clique is pretty much in the national day mood! we were saying loudly and not exactly in tune all the previous years' national day songs! all the way up. from the canteen till class. WHOAH, everyone we passed must be thinking we were like weird.

yeaaa. prolly towning tmr! along with the rest of the kids from all the schools in singapore.WAH. it's gonne be a sea of RED in Orchard at around 11 tmr man. i'm so changing my t-shirt.

oh, i doubt i'll be online tmr. SO.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

it's not my fault everything about her screams AH LIAN.

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7:43 PM


Sunday, August 06, 2006

SATURDAY is
the best day of the week.
i can testify for that.
and so can Nat
(:


i love physics now! thanks to Nat.
she'll make a GREAT physics teacher can.

ANYWAYS. i shall blog in order.

st. mikes carnival! met audrey and ann-marie! omg. anne's brother is SO CUTE.
then we walked around.saw loads of ppl.. ben, marc, jervis, gerald, chris. the sji bagpipers played.
met amanda! WHOAH. too many tickets to use! see eugene. you should have come. shucks.

then they had ben&jerry's (:
i ate six fishballs.
LOL. saw steven with josh and nat also..and aunty debbie and uncle terence.

then left to STUDY at macs! we didnt study in the end.. cos it was TOO TOO crowded.

so he came to church! and Nat also ! talked awhile,the nhad to go for cat class.

then choir, and mass!

aha. dinner! i studied! omg. damn retarded. we ate at the bak chor mee coffee shop. haha, melvin's retarded! shucks.
i ate my kangkong !
then we left for macs. marc and melvin vanished.

so i studied! nat taught me physics! all the C, c, latent heat of fusion and vapourisation and all! and i did the practice questions! and i understood it! OH MAN! and i got the answers right! YAY! i was so happy right eugene! haha.

thanks thanks thanks nat!
I LURRBEE EUU WORXXX.
AHA, oh man.

i like banana milkshake beacuse it contains bananas!
HAHA. eugene's banana milkshake. quite okay la.

then we left...aha.but not before taking photos! Marcus was photography practice target this week.LOL.

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eugene and his thumb !

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marcus and my cat pouch !

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uninterrupted!

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-SMILES. guranteed. (:

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3:25 PM


Friday, August 04, 2006

sorry the song's quite muffled sounding but YEA. will do la.
i like.
the song that is.

oh! school today!

generally a slack day. we got out E maths test back. WHOAH. i didnt fail! (: and we had the SMALLEST handwriting competition! i won. TEEHEE. you cant beat me at writing small la please. come challenge me. small handwriting is OH SO FUN.

i like banana milkshake because it contains bananas.

thats what we had to write for the comp. it was during maths btw. i think miss syde was like, WAH-ing. INTERNALLY. AHA. cos she was like amazed at our retardedness. then we took photos! haha, jannah and shirin with the shiny GREEEEN purses!

physics was same as ever. Mr NG.
he was like.
okay is there anything in the chapter that you dont get?
and i was like.
ERR. EVERYTHING?
HAHA. shucks. i think i made him WORRY.

then we did types of WAVES!
  1. Sound
  2. Seismic
  3. ultrasound
  4. radio
  5. KALLANG!
  6. ocean

and somemore which i cant remember. MMHMM.

st mich's carnival tmr! i'm bringing my brother. though i get the feeling he'll suddenly tell me he doesnt feel like going tmr. yea.

tsk. my brother.

we're both gonna wear our Oscar the grouch t-shirts (((:

i'm changing after that though. i mean like. you cant expect to wear the same t-shirt from 11.30am till 10pm? especially not if i'm going for a carnival--think HOT, PERSPIRATION. YEA. my new fcuk t-shirt! haha. its white and it says in black--

GURANTEEDfcuk.

which doesnt imply anything, EUGENE. haha.


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8:59 PM




MY ISLAND HOME

This is my home
She's everything to me
Grace and beauty
In all that you see

My island home
Wherever I may be
I never will forget her
Nor will she forget me

Chorus ^
And I will sing
A song of home
A land of peace
Where dreams are born everyday
My home
Wherever I may be
I believe
You will always be a part of me ^

My island home
Home of my family
This is my future
Where I want to be
(This is my future
This is my home)

Repeat Chorus x 2

My home
Wherever I may be
I believe
You will always be a part of me
A part of me


sung by Kaira GONG.
whom until now, was unknown to me. HAHA. the video i weird man. but the song is nice la. MMHMM!

Grace and beauty
In all that you see.

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8:48 PM


Thursday, August 03, 2006

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oh how we've grown.
when i lost hope, you were there to remind me, this is the start.

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for the joy of human love.
brother, sister, parents, child.
friends on earth, and friends above.
for all gentle thoughts, and mild.
Lord of all, to thee we raise this our joyful hymn of praise.

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3:34 PM




Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here


WHOAH. this song maks me think of that hot blue shirt guy o the Kindred Spirits night. OMG. yea man! TSK.

it is better to have loved
and lost.

than to never have
loved.



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i'm sorry i'm migrating to India. ):
OH MAN.

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2:53 PM




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a little girl.
wearing a pink jacket.
and carrying a pink bag.

a little boy.
in his kindergarten uniform.

he goes up to another boy in the same waiting room,
and tells him not to eat the chocolate biscuit that he's eating.

they are afterall, waiting for an appointment with the dentist.

then he goes up to the girl.
and sticks his hand in huis pocket.
he fishes a bunch of three stickers.

he chooses one with flowers.
and sticks his hand out the little girl.

he's giving her a sticker.

little kids are never strangers to each other.
they can smile at other kids whom they've never even met.
they share and give to little kids whom they dont even know.
they hold the hands of their kindergarten partner,
on the very first day of kindergarten.
with their sticky hands from having eaten ice-cream.
but no, they dont bother.
everyone's a friend.
when they go to the beach.
all the little kids.
they build sandcastles,
they're so carefree.
they dont care if they dont know the other little kid.
like i said, everyone's a friend.
and that's just what makes them so cute and innocent.


mmhmm. thats what happened when i was at the NDC today.. school was normal.. OH MAN. my poor brother's got sore eyes! thanks to my sis la! TSK. i hope i can still go for the carnival with him man. mmhmm!

YEA. its just one more day nat! HAHA. PL! HAHA.

-SAMBALLS !

in case you cant tell, i'm in the retarded mood.
oh ya. i screwed the E maths test today. SHUCKS.
the qn on bearings was like . . . OH MAN.

anyways! i'm happy! haha. TSK.

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1:34 PM


Wednesday, August 02, 2006

hey hey (:

chem was good. our blue salt crystals turned out t be anhydrous though. so yea. we didnt get nice shiny crystals.

HAHA.
then AEP !
rach and gil didnt come.. we did Study Of Visual Art.. OH MAN. abstract art analsing for our Ca2. shucks. hard describing absract stuff. HAHA.

then the usual stuff. got home at like seven thirty.. SO TIRED.

st mich's carnival on saturday! i'm bringing zachary.. yup.
Audrey's gonna stalk me on that day. TSK.

then there's mass! NAT (: sit on the RIGHT side okay okay! <3s.

eugene! group blog!


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you people make me SMILE!

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8:32 PM


Tuesday, August 01, 2006

If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time .


haha, that song's been stuck in my head! shucks.

school today.. normal..

THEN. haha. did my chemistry homework at the double storey macs!
i actually understood it! and taught amanda! HAHA, she taught me stuff too la. and! i found out that she has my practical worksheet which i was looking FOR!!!! OMG.

we were waiting for jared to come collect linn's card! YEAAA. wah. supposed to meet at 2.45pm. he came at like 4pm? HAHA, with DEREK. WHOOSH. continued doing chem and then wrote amanda's SPEECH. till we left at like 5+? YEA. they left awhile earlier than us. MMHMM, so we saw jared at the bus stop still. OHH. and i saw someone else too (:

aep tmr! YAY. something to look forward to (:

other than SATURDAY!

wow. i got complimented on the cam-whoring pict! HAHA, my orange shorts! :D

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about the tissue holding the cam, my sis had sore eyes, and she touched the camera. SO YEA. just a precautionary measure. LOL. call me paranoid.

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5:43 PM