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THISISME

Samantha Branson.
sweet sixteen.
born on 23rd JAN`91
very mixed; EURASIAN.

CHIJ Sec (Toa payoh)
FOURthree'07.
1/1'04. 2one'05. 3/3 '06

CAPper'06
ARTelectivePROGRAMME
CHESS;president
IJ student council (:


Christus Laudatur Voce Choir
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Church of the RISEN CHRIST

starshine,
sparkles
moondust

& rainbows.


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(I LOVE) Y-O-U.


She's all about;

*Princesses & unicorns.
*Being bubbly.
*Keeping a written diary.

♥You're a carousel,
you're a wishing well;
You, baby


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Monday, July 31, 2006

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jump jump. i love her orange shorts.

School today (:

I woke up at 6.36am.

And for those who don’t know, my school bus comes at 6.25. SO YEA.
I cabbed to school. In a freezing cab. The air-con was freaking cold la.


so yea, i wasnt late..

miss tan's farewell concert. haa. i cried la. the poem she presented was so touching can. the IJ girls thing. YEA! oh man.

IJ girls acknowledge their weakness.

i guess i rmb that best. and it spoke to me the most. MMHMM. mrs kunna canceled geog lesson! yea! so we didnt have to stay back. YAY.

she flirted to gain the rainbow's trust.

fuzzie wuzzie likes food, but not drinks.
fuzzie wuzzie likes being pissed, but not sian
fuzzie wuzzie likes doodles, but not vandalism.
fuzzie wuzzie doesnt like cake, but he likes sweets.
fuzzie wuzzie likes MEEEE and YOUUUU -points at nat and eugene!

PL (: love love

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8:26 PM


Sunday, July 30, 2006

i know he loves me! aw.

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i love zachary andrew branson (:

and not forgetting, NAT!
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and leonard the lobster. haha, i liked the name. LEONARD LOBSTER. AHAHA, omg.

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3:45 PM




WHOOSH. i'm hooked on Panic!at the disco's I write sins not tragedies. i like the starting.
MMHMM.

honour's day! said hi to uncle trevor! HUGS! then met gayle's parents and all.. then promoted the group's vid. whoah. i was losing my voice la. i had THREE cups of the yello/orange drink later. saw my print! in the art gallery (:

then amanda and i met Esti for lunch! HAHA, caught up on stuff. did the usual stuff. haha. then we three went to CHURCH! ahaha. guess who we saw. LOL.

the talk by bro michael broughton ytd was good. and funny at the same time. and he did managa to get the point across, i'm sure. HAHA, we were laughing like SHIT.

then choir and mass..

Nat! and Eugene and Marcus and Melvin.
marc and i went with them for dinner..

HAHA. we went to the double storey food court. Adam and co. from choir were there too. lol. the racist things! TSK. lucky you didnt get started, Marc. haha. four wantons is equivalent to some char siew and one SMALL wanton. HAHA. they were talking about this guy.__ __. HAHA. in the SJI NEWS. OMG. so funny.

then we went to the hub macs for dessert. LOL. DAMN retarded. i claimed my milkshake #1. HAHA. they tried calling people to ask if they LIKED eugene. haha. or HATED. haha. then marcus and marc and nat started doing the fuzzie wuzzie thing.
WHICH I SO DONT GET!? eugene lee( -the one with the slipper taken hostage--HAHA) didnt get it either.

then marc made us do this retarded hand shaking thing. SHUCKS.
and the MIMI and PIPI thing!

OMGoodness.

of course, we had our fair share of a photography session.

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NAT AND ME (: and eugene's THUMB.

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ahaha. the guys were fishing in nats bag. LOOK what they found. look at the face. at the sight of the sji badge. HAHA.

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TSK. guess who took this la. PEE-DO.

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and this. AHA. 'SO CUTEEEEE'

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MY SPECS look SOOO NICE la! i know i know. cos they TOUCHED me before what !

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MARC and EUGENE kept trying to take picts of me! hurr. i've got like more than five photos of me with my face half covered. i was the target for photography practice la.

and they took this video of me when they wanted me to try marc's specs la! TSK. they were like --



'okay. you wear the specs, and close your eyes, then we'll tell you when to
open, then we'll take the picture.'


HAHA, yea riiight.

gullible me, believed them! HAHA. the vid was so retarded.

then after melvin left, we proceeded on to doing hw and drawing, while the others did the fuzzie wuzzie thing (i mentioned earlier) -which eug and i gave up on. then we tried black magic. eugene and i faked that we knew how to play. TSK. HAHA. then while they were playing. he got his slipper back. LOL.


then they did the guess the time thing and more random guessing things which marcus was trying to guess. HAHA.
HOW MANY MA MA JUMPED OVER THE WALL.
while i drew on eug's stuff and VANDALIZED his notes, NICELY.

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OMG.-by eug. that's me. HAHA, not bad WHAT eugene. POP-ART? in my PHYSICS tb.

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WAH. eugene's ( HAHA.) trying to develop his creativity, on his E Maths notes. I did his add maths exercise book too--haha.

Mr Ang is ____.

HAHA, oh man. tell me his reaction please.
then we did pencilcase vandalism! shucks.

come see my pencilcase PLEASE. haha.

then we went on to skin vandalism! haha.
Nat's I <3 YOU.
and Eugene's
ALIEN.

lol. damn big la!
then at like 10.10PM? we left.

HAHA, good company la.

eugene has my pink pen now! OH MAN. save ink please ! unless you're developing your artistic side, then OKAY.

draw the alien on my pencilcase CAN! and i'll do more exercise books!
next week.

yup. it was the most retardedness i had in a week. mmhmm. now you know why i look forward to saturdays :DDDDDDD



refer to Nat's blog for another post (:


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11:51 AM


Friday, July 28, 2006

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she's stealing;
in the silence of the day
she skips between every orange sunray

claiming what isn’t hers.

The purple underbellies of the watching clouds played witness.
They let her.

They let her kiss their puddles of rainwater,
As she flirted to gain the rainbow’s trust.

The gentle raindrops ignored her quickened pace.
As she stole.

As she stole with such stealth.
The wind himself could not catch her.

The crashing waves covered her trail.
The blemishes in the turquoise tide, ignorant of her presence

The soft summer breeze let her slip past.
Even as the branches of trees stretched their hands to catch her,
The emerald leaves whispered words of encouragement to her.

She’s stealing;
In the tranquil of the night.
She skips between every gossamer moonbeam.

She tears apart the night sky,
Seeking to claim what isn’t hers.

Yet the silver moonlight lets her go on.
The tears of the sky catch but a glimpse of her.

She took what isn’t hers.
And there’s no one to stop her.
she's stealing;
she’s already stolen my smile.


thats new btw. it's freshly written. MMHHMM.

she really did steal it.

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8:58 PM




I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I'd thought it'd be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy that nothing could save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

(On my own!)

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

WOW. the singing's FLAT LA, jared.
here's the original by Sum 41.
mmhmmm. but its a good choice of song def. YES.
i'm happy emilee's out. i think the bottom three all should have gone out.

WAH PIANG.

i just found out about a bitch. or two actually. SHEESH. why cant you just leave people alone. OMG. this is not the green monster of jealousy can. SHEESH.

CHESS today! OMG. i won rach :))))))))))
so happy ! TEEHEE. she was up by a rook and a bishop. and i won! not to mention i had 33 secs and she had 4.43 mins. TSK (: HAPPY LA.


YEA. honour's day tmr. got to be there to 'promote' my video. SO. i'll be in school from 7.45am to 1pm. then lunch at tpc. THEN church from 3pm to 4.40pm. and choir from 4.30pm to like 7++. WAH. i'll be in school u the whole time, cos i'm too lazy to change. PLUS. my belt broke today! SHUCKS. have to go sew it. otherwise i have to wear the TIGHT ONE. oh man. YEA.

the thought of it? like EW.
i'm not losing.

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7:35 PM


Thursday, July 27, 2006

Omg. Hansel (whom i do not know) has a nice nice player. it rocks la! shucks. its got Breathless, Summer sunshine, Obviously, Hero, Angel, For you I will, Baby its you ALL IN ONE. thats like major whoah. oh.
I'm not an airhead PLEASE! like NO WAY.

air heads dont flunk only like two subjects for sec three mid years. TSK.
--no offence intended.

Just sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?

In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else

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6:01 PM




haha, listening to Jared's band play. in the YouTube vid. HAHA. they're quite good. the guitarist is strong.. lol. the vocals are FLAT at times though. or maybe it's just the recording. oh wait. it is off. LOL. very. mmhmmm. but other than that GOOD la. GO SEE his blog. the video's there. HAHA. yup.

my sis bought Ben & Jerry's ice-cream for me! OMGoodness. SO HAPPY.

yup. TMR's FRIDAY! oh yay. so fast la really. mmhmm. MARC owes me TWO MILKSHAKES now. haha.yup. slacked a lot today. boringness. YUP. thats all.

go hear jared's band.
though Teddy Geiger beats it hands down.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have;

and cannon ball into the water

If I could dim the lights in the mall

And create a mood I would

Shout out your name so it echos in every room

I would


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4:51 PM


Wednesday, July 26, 2006

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i love david and goliath!
AH.
when i went to London in March, they had tons of nice stuff there! but SO EX la. BUT YEA. SO NICE. they've got nice characters la.


and i still want my Ben & Jerry's!

i scream, you scream. we all scream, for ice-cream.

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10:26 PM




i've got no inspiration, SHUCKS.

give me awhile can.

I've got to feel that i miss someone, before i can write about missing someone. MMHMM.

and wishes on a star just dont come true.

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10:09 PM




Another poem coming up SOON :D i should charge man! Heard that. Haha. But i’m so nice rmb! So its FOC.

Aha. Go write me a testimonial and do my Johari window thing that’s under my links, and i’ll be HAPPY.

OH MAN. I feel like SHOPPING NOW NOW NOW. And going to the beach! YEA MAN.

Aep today! Haha, my prints on exhibition for Honour’s day! :DDD haha. Cheap thrill. we did our cut outs for the video.. we’re doing basically ‘love vs. infatuation’. YUP.

And then. Nothing much happened today. BORING BORING.


MMHMMM. gonna work on the poem now. P.S. there's no homework AGAIN.

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9:43 PM


Tuesday, July 25, 2006

OMG. i'm onm a riddle guessing spree. MUST get the answer.
AH. if you're up to it, message me. THANKS.

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6:18 PM


Monday, July 24, 2006

School! Same as ever.. don’t feel like blogging much. There’s no homework though. And i’m playing board three this year.]

HAHA! i just saw Linn's post! so fun. sorry la Marc. TSK. you challenged her what.

derek knows ofelia. TEEHEEE.
retarded.

maths was fun. AS USUAL. i sat with Su Anne.. what do you expect. i finished my shem weekend hw in less than five minutes during maths la.
oh and chem! jess was my lab partner! cos amanda was absent.. HAHA. omg. i love cobalt chloride! its TURQUOISE! but mrs tay says the blueeeee cobalt chloride. HAHA. so sad.
oh!
and i did this comic thing thing! so nice la! its based on this book with a lovely fairy tale ending! HAHA.

geog was annoying. and physics was same as ever.

mmhmm. i've got a new poem. which i plan to submit for some Express yourself contest.. but i'm not sure if its the best..

OMG. i still want my Ben & Jerry's ice cream!

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OMGoodness! Bryane can draw DAMN WELL la! well, based on the writing of debbie's name on her blog! SO NICE LA! tsk.

and omg! edwin's msn name.

i thought you were my fairytale, my dream when i'm not sleeping. i wished upon a star, it's coming truuuue.

stuck in my head the whole day! yup. WHOAH. i owe ppl phonecalls. SHUCKS.

anyways.
i gave Nat a tour of my house! online! aha. so fun.

i'll be needing to teach poetry soon (: HAHA.

not bad. not bad at all.

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9:03 PM


Sunday, July 23, 2006

hey hey.
CLVC fundraising was FUN. but the black choir shirt is HOT la. i got sick of the phrase "Good morning, would you like to support the christus laudatur voce choir, we sing for the saturday evening mass. We're having performances in the canteen as well :D thank you!"

haha. JOSH BEAT MARC AT CHESS. tsk.
hahaha, it was in the middle game, and josh was losing, but i turned the tables! TEEHEEEE.

singing was great.. we had free food later. all our cookies were sold out by the second mass too. happy.

HMM. i majorly edited the poem titled-in enchange for rhodolite. YUP. the first one didnt have much meaning.

In exchange for Rhodolite.

Her tears fall on a painting yet to be finished
the colours on the canvas not yet blended
Though a brittle body begins to take form.
watch the drop of ebony slowly mix with the sapphire blue eyes,
as the globules of colour slowly diffuse
and wait for the willow wand fingers to gently greet the wavelet of completion.
The tears of the rainbow kiss the canvas,
as the paint gently strokes their backs.
warm bronze tones shape the face
as silky strings seek to frame.
And the bristles continue to dance a top the palette of eugenics.

yup. oh ya, derek. I've got your poem toooo.

haha, i'm playing poem supplier.
YOU OWE ME !

aha. school tmr. shucks. and i've got a compre to do, and a summary.
and maths. OH MAN.

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3:54 PM


Friday, July 21, 2006

double history inspires poems.

In exchange for rhodolite.

Her tears fall on a painting yet to be finished.
The colours on the canvas, not yet blended.
Watch the drop of magenta slowly mix with the sapphire paint,
As the globules of liquid rhodolite slowly diffuse.
The tears of the rainbow kiss the canvas,
as the paintbrush gently strokes their backs.
Watch the scarlet sun slowly bid farewell to the dusky sky
And the bristles dance atop the palette of eugenics.

WHOOSH. i started a book with my poems. Its titled In exchange for rhodolite, as seen in the entry poem. It still needs to be majorly edited though.YUP. its still sketchy at level one. MMHMM. amanda helped with the last line. HAHA.

yup. i came in third for chess (: Rach, clarisse and I were tied for 1st place, but the progressive score (tiebreak) put me third. coach gave us each a sudoku electronic thing la! OMGoodness.

yea. had ice-cream during recess! but not ben & jerry's ):

fundraising tmr!

BAKING! baking baking baking!
trini and steph! see you guys at TEN AM!
love love.

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7:47 PM


Thursday, July 20, 2006

i cant fit my gold cheongsam! and the nice nice one is shoulder showing. HAHA. SO SAD LA. whoever has extra, bring for MEEEE. and i'll love love you forever.

NEVERMIND. Samantha the fickle-minded girl with the nice, green flower, shoulder-showing, cheongsam which, sadly, she can't wear to school cos she'd be flouting the rules, has changed her mind, yet again. lol. i want to la! but can't. haiyo. NVM! i'l l compensate with a photo of it tmr! YES YES.

i want to see the TURBAN ! HAHA.

Samantha the fickle-minded girl with the nice, green flower, shoulder-showing, cheongsam which, sadly, she can't wear to school cos she'd be flouting the rules, has changed her mind, yet again and has decided to edit this post for the third time, before going off to mug two chapters of social studies in 15 mins then putting all her geog stuff into a green file, and arranging it in less then ten mintues--that is, when she reaches school tmr morning, says that whichever J1 or poly student out there, who has the ten-year series for geog and who can give it to her, she'll love him/her and so please message her ASAP if you have it, THANKS.

(i typed all of the above in one sentance. yay me.)

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10:10 PM




OH MAN. there's SS test tmr!
i'm not gonna study. JUST REVISE. and geog file! TSK. OH MAN.

cheongsam!

and chess tourney tmr! to decide the playing positions for the team tourney in sept. then its training training training. wow, you dont know what a headache is, until you've spent one day at a rapid tourney (25 min per side). I'll need my natural orange juice.

so yea. I hope i get to play board two? which means i have to get like top three in the club ? i hope. YEA. i dont feel like school.but hey, its one day closer to saturday (:

BAKING! :DDDD

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9:36 PM




Linn's birthday's is COMING! haha. and fundraising for choir is in a day's time. Sing Idol is on now. I hope Rahimah gets OUT. or Emilee. haha. Joakim WAS flat. yup. the idol imitations thing was funny la! paul and his gold finger. HAHA. OH. and i've got a new poem! its titled silver locket. and it came to me when i woke from my inpromtu nap this afternoon. i just fell asleep on the floor in my room. YEA. and when i woke up, it was like seven? and i just felt like writing. MMHHMM. YUP.

my poems apply to other people too, thats the best part about it. HAHA. amanda's back! haha, she bought me like ah lianic black beads. TSK.

and recess! OMG!

SHIRIN! MAG! SU! JANNAH! oh. and ME!

we were having a debate on the Relation btwn small boobs and being small sized. and whether wearing a sports bra all the time hinders growth, and whether wearing a cup bra for PE HELPS with development! TSK. mag and jannah went for the stand that wearing a cup bra helps with development, shirin and i were like ERM. if you're small sized- it means SMALL la! haha, and she was like LOOK AROUND LA! haha.
we were laughing like crazy at all the retarded comments and defences. just cos you wear tight bra does mean it'll stop growing right! HAHA.
you wear tight shirt means you wont grow fat ah! I WISH MAN.
LOL. that was my point. HAHA. oh man. so funny. miss shanti started it la! and mag and jannah have taken to calling the wearing of a sports bra- -BINDING. TSK TSK.


Mmhmmm. We watched RADIO during English. Haha, i cried duh. It was sad okay.

And after school. SHUCKS.


Hmm. My brother has fever! So many people getting sick! Must drink MORE WATER please. For your own good. Haha.

There’s a perfect world, shining in your eyes. And if only YOU could see it too, the happiness i see in you.

MMHMM. I cant believe GAYLE IS OUT! OMGoodness la! She can sing! Compared to like rahima! SHEESH! So sad la. Get out right now, it’s the end of you and me, its too late, i cant wait for you to be gone. Cos i know…..

sigh. I've got a new poem btw. It's titled Silver Locket. you know like the locket Davy Jones had. YEA. just like that.

So here's silver locket.

The lips of a smile, unparted.
A stream of liquid silver to her chin.
And she feels that tingling sensation.
Like the one she feels when her hand is in yours.

the night time dream of freams un-dreamt.
the sorrow on her brow is yet to go.
She hears the worry calling her to rest,
And yet the silver illusions blind her from the truth

Who would immure her tender silver locket?
The melody within, a silent tune.
It captured the very halycon
and it released an imbroglio from its depths.

the wrinkled past, a time left not forgotten.
When the locket was more than but a memory.
You see him in her tears like silver dust.
Each time she weeps, the silver locket sings.



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8:35 PM


Wednesday, July 19, 2006

SCHOOOOOL.

normal. had elections for councillors. guess who's name was there man. there was this list with like 30+ shortlisted names. haha, i was like ninth? we had to like stand in one line on the stage. TSK.

then we had a racial harmony concert, and then AEP! haha. miss low always get bullied man. i saw my PRINT! its gonna be displayed i think? on honour's day. and my fashion design i think? one of them. MMHMM.

we did our animation! and i accidentely poked myself with ena's SHARP orange pen. LIKE OOWWW.
so pain la!
i had to put a plaster--you know me and plasters-cos it started BLEEDING! mmhmmm. then we did our sand animation AGAIN. cos the first we did was only 20 secs, when its supposed to be 30 -.-"

YUP. we gossiped quite a bit during malay. and durng AEP. su anne and her evil things! OMG la. HAHA, i'll show you the picts!--

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now you know what we get up to during AEP. and the butt whacking. TSK.
and AMANDA'S BACK! OH YAY!

p.s. is my tagboard working? LOL. and haha, as of late, i'm a poem generator.

i've got a mosquito bite under my left eye! its SO ANNOYING. its like, there. and SO ITCHY la. and when i want to scratch it, i have to like stretch the area SO NEAR my eye la!

oh yea! and go do my johari window thing. its quite FUN. ahaha. as i said earlier, i got it from Nat's blog. the link's in my previous post? YUP. oh ya!
i made a NEW FRIEND (:
Nathalie!
haha.
we love ART!
church choir!
and BEN and JERRY'S ice cream (:

and not to mention all the friends we have in common. OH. and she's another one who says Josh is cute. HAHA.loves!

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9:09 PM


Tuesday, July 18, 2006

SUBMIT!

Beautiful

We’re rippling like liquid silver, beneath the summer nights.
Scent the subtle hint of frost, as tears drip from the crying flowers.
The midsummer’s breeze whispers in his ear.
Its chill caresses each strand of my hair.
The trees let us pass beneath their watch.
We’re so beautiful in our dismay.

Our shadows slowly fade.
The faint moonlight dominates.
Puddles watched us, under a canopy of stars.
We were like, meant to be
The stars told us we could stay forever.
We’re so beautiful in our dismay.

Moths fly vainly upward, only to drift, spiraling down.
In my eyes, he’ll be forever there.
The smile in my memory.
A solitary tear runs mascara down my cheek
I’m so beautiful in my dismay.

And the flowers start to cry.
The stars weep in silence.
Invisible tears slide down, the potential glisten.
The glimmer of light in his eyes, no more.
And so the colors slowly bleed.
We were so beautiful in our dismay.
But no more.

the published.
haha, it was supposed to be a song. but it turned out tooooo. erm? cheem?
i need to write new poems. MMHMM.

SOON LA. SOON.

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6:40 PM




http://kevan.org/johari?name=SAMbranson
got this thing from nat's blog. haha, quite cool. go try it out for MEEE.

school today, the GOOD thing abt today.

i had to take care of exchange students from vietnam! so cool la. started of with four of us showing six guys and two girls. later we split. i had two guys, and two girls. girls were aged-22, and 12. boys were 15 and 10. coolness. took them around the school, talked alot. particularly to the 15 year old guy, probably cos he was around my age. haha. i encouraged BAO's(the little boy) drawing! he draws well. and he loves painting (: TUNG( the 15 yr old guy) was asking me to teach him singlish! haha. so i wrote all the stuff for him to keep. like --

OKAY LA.
OKAY LOR.
OKAY MEH?
WHERE LEH?
SO SUAY.
OI.
ALAMAK.
AIYOH.

teehee. explained to him alot of stuff during malay too. he's cool. talked ALOT ALOT. showed him my file and stuff.. told him about sji. haha. they're going there tmr. MMHMM. the vietnamese students performed for us too, and sang Heal the World. Haha. we sang the IJ spirit song and Pass it on. YUP. had fun fun fun. missed lessons :) 3 and a half periods. haha, and i miss them! haha. we exchanged e-mails with TUNG though. YUP. gave them our school badge, which the were happy to receive. on of the guys offered to give me a steeple, cos they had extra.. but i was like, nah its okay, i've got an extra, YUP. haha, we talked about michael jackson being gay and having a fake nose too.

AND Anne Fleur! the french exchange student. she's so hot la! like SO TALL. and she models. plus she's eighteen. WAY COOL la. and she's in our class (: was in her team for FRISBEE during PE. we owned! she's so tall, she just stretches to catch the frisbee! :DDDD


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YUP. until i came home to a messy room.

ppl came to fix the air con today. they were supposed to come tmr! but they came today. so the stuff on my bed got knocked all over the place. my drawers under my bed, are OH SO MESSY la. SO annoying. mmhmm. like my day isnt tiring enough, i have to tidy ALL OF IT up later.

and when i came home. here's a convo.
aiyoh your room so messy.
IF THEY HAD COME TMR IT WOULDN'T BE RIGHT!
no difference what.
I WOULD HAVE CLEANED MY ROOM! THEN IT WOULDNT BE MESSY RIGHT!
she's gonna help you tidy what
I DONT WANT HER HELP. THEN I WON'T KNOW WHERE ALL MY THINGS GO RIGHT!

it doesnt help that i'm having my YOU KNOW WHAT.
so i get bad cramps. heavy flow. and lethargy.

i want ben and jerry's chocolate chip and cookie dough ice cream!

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YEA.like so badly la. MMHMM. i got this month's Seventeen, there's another up (:

Christus Laudatur Voce Choir FUNDRAISING on Saturday and Sunday!
We're selling cookies!
Trini, Steph and I are gonna BAKE BAKE BAKE on saturday morning (:
yummy yummy cookies.
yupyup. I LOVE my blog song. it just makes me HAPPY.
then again, a whole lot of things make me happy.
FRIENDS!, my handphone, my things, ART. oh and good news.
my poem got published. HAHA, its
SAMANTHA BRANSON, 15, CHIJ(tp) Sec
please.

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4:20 PM


Monday, July 17, 2006

haha.
WOW.
my poem ACTUALLY came out in the IN section of the Strait's Times. TOO BAD our school doesnt get news anymore ): haha.
SHEESH. they spelt my name wrongly la! TSK. now i'm MISS BENSON.


OH. i'm sick of typing the password.
TOO LAZY.
plus i dont need it anymore. so i hope.

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9:02 PM




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i miss amanda! haha. OH MAN. its so boring without her LA.

MMHMM. Mr Ng. OMGOODNESS. he was TUUS FAR (thus far) and su repaeted what he said a little too loudly. she made me laugh la! then he looked at both of us in the midst of our laughing and SMILED at me la. haha. the same smile when he was on the bus. HURR. freaaaky.
but he's nice la. haha. then there was CME too! OMG.
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the inspiration thing is SO NICE. heee. HAHA. ant the DATE thing where we had to plan an outing for this couple--Dick and Jane. LOL.

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i only put the picture part.. not the words in point form where we planned the date. LOL.

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and my lovely file cover page!
HAHA. i coloured the
PONY (NOT UNICORN)
MYSELF (: no wonder can see all the colouring lines. LOL.

mmhmmm. haha.
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and my LOVELY LOVELY time table --which doesnt say which classes our lessons are in. HEE.

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7:48 PM


Sunday, July 16, 2006

With every step we are moving ahead.
We ll go beyond the clouds and the stars.
To a world where dreams are realised.
A land of inspiration.
Beyond the skies.

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the gift of right judgment.

We learnt about the seven (signifying the seven days in which God created the world) gifts of the Holy Spirit on saturday. found the lesson particularly more productive for me personally. we were each given a random gift(on a slip of paper.) which is supposed to be our gift for the week, on which we have to reflect and identify it with an object which we were given by the catechist. From the title and the picture, i shouldnt have to tell you which i got. haha, but i will anyway.
Right Judgment .The objects i could choose from were-a measuring tape, correction fluid or just ANY measuring object. i gave it some thought during the time we had during class, and settled on a glass beaker. i found myself reflecting a lot, during mass even. we were also given a few sentances from the bible, to help us with the reflection. i got 1 Thessalonians 5:19-22.
it says.


'Do not restrain the Holy Spirit; do not despise inspired messages. Put all things to the test: keep what is good and avoid every kind of evil.'

thought about it during mass. read that part in the bible over and over and over again. till it began to speak volumes to me. here're my reflections so far. which i have to present next week.

the glass beaker.
it measures the quantity of a substance. linked to the ability to gauge how much right or wrong there is in an action and in doing so, allowing us to 'keep what is good and avoid every kind of evil' A glass beaker is also open to volumes which have to be measured and therefore it does not despise or reject any inspired messages. in a way. many other gifts come into play. particularly-understanding, wisdom and often, courage.
understanding allows one to empathise and thus decide btwn good and wrong. wisdom is needed.

and courage.

Courage to accept and face what choices we have made as right judgments.

whoah. One person's blog has the piano version of As the deer. so nice la. if you have this video of mother teresa helping the people and you play that song. omg. it'll just turn me into a human fountain la. yea. i get touched very easily. mmhmm. yea. as we get closer to our confirmations, it good to reflect. on SO many things.

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MY NEW SCHOOL BAG (: finally la. my other one lasted me almost THREE YEARS. haha. till it got a big hole at the side this year. GREEN HIGH SIERA (: i like.

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tell me how messy my desk is.
HAHA. i took this photo today btw.LOL. so colourful right! HAHA (:

mass today. decided to go to Holy Spirit church for a change. elevn am mass.. bought tix for the St michael's funfair. MMHMM.

ytd! choir and catechism! oh and i watched pirates of the caribbean with my cousins! josh amd sonya. YEA. FUN.
josh is HOPELESS at ordering food. HAHA. omgoodness.
then church.. choir as usual (: mass was a particularly productive time for my reflection, though i should have been listening to the homily. THEN grandma's for dinner. OH, Marc cant get his cat class students to do what they're supposed to. HAHA. i didnt know lionel and colin were in his class. YUP. from today onwards, after each post, i'll ask a qn or two. YEA.

What is strength?

new semi-poem here.

ENDANGERED.

like a Leopardus pardalis,
an Ocelot
i feel endangered.
An Athene cunicularia,
a burrowing owl
I feel endangered.

Who wishes for the fate of the Quagga
or the Dodo?

surely one tries its best.
to fight for survival.

like the Uncia uncia
the snow leopard,
i feel endangered.

I feel endangered.
like the majestic Haliaeetus leucocephalu,
the bald eagle.
i feel no less endangered.

threatened.

endangered.

near extinct.

endangered.

that's just how it is.

we must not lose our friendship bestie
it must not become extinct, bestie.
oh how i wish i could call you that.

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the screamed wishes.

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2:40 PM


Thursday, July 13, 2006

how suay can you get in ONE day.

I'll answer that.

FIVE times.

i was walking with amanda in tp. cos we just had lunch at macs and we just missed the 73. so we walked to the earring shop. and i said

'WAH.IF I SEE JEROME NOW, I'LL BE SO SUAY'

and OMGoodness.
just as i said SUAY. i saw him. WTH! then we walked backed to the 73 stand. and as we were walking, i said

'WAH.IF I SEE JEROME AGAIN, I'LL BE SOOO SUAY'

and WAH. we did. so we decided not to look anymore. he met ben btw. then they went to macs, after waiting at the side of the escalators for awhile. and i was like.

'WAH.IF I SEE HER NOW, I'LL BE SOOOO SUAY'

and she came up the escalator almost instantly. and then i was like,

'WAH.IF HE COMES OUT TO MEET HER, I'LL BE SO SUAY'

and he did.

and to top it all off. I said,

'WAH.IF I SEE RYAN NOW, I'LL BE SO SUAY'

HAHA, and i did! OMG. no offence to the any formentioned parties, i just wasn't expecting it. HAHA. the only lucky thing was seeing ben la! TSK. i smiled (: haha. i think he was laughing. HAHA. oh man.

YEA. sheesh. and all that was in like yen minutes? or less than that LA.

mmhmmm. amanda's LEAVING tmr. SADNESS la. oh wells. four days of school without her. mmhmm. oh. and we're getting exchange students from Vietnam! haha.

lucky coach is vietnamese. so i can understand the accent.was talking to amanda just now, and she said she couldnt make out what he was saying during training on monday. and i'm like. HAHA. it ws english. just with the accent. guess i'm used to it.
tournament's coming up.

OH MAN. the pressure.

we've got a chance of winning, team! just like we ALWAYS have a chance to win.rmb last yr. we thought there was no hope. but we beat Nanyang team 2 and st nicks team 2. what do you say to that hmm. only this we get to play guys. TSK. which makes it harder. esp with SJI la. sheesh. haha. i hope julian's playing. i wanna win (: teehee.

so yea. i hope i play board 2. i'm cmfortable with that. plus, this yr, there's no ratng restriction. YUP. there's smth lucky.

there's no limit to being suay. lol.

p.s. Marc owes me a milkshake AND a walk backwards from wherever he's heading. MMHHMM. dont ask. lol.

mmhmm. i wanted to type smth else, but i forgot. OH WELLS. i'll say when i rmb..

haha. oh. i'll miss you amanda! OH.and i get to miss lesson while meeting the exchange students. like from 8.50 till 11? HAHA. OH NO.

i so hate missing lessons.

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8:46 PM


Wednesday, July 12, 2006

sheesh la. some idiot screwed my blog. i had redo the whole thing a couple of times. i bet i know who the b---h is la. WTF. i'm pissed now. and therefore not in the blogging mood.

go away.

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9:36 PM


Tuesday, July 11, 2006

you're so right.

you can't change peoples' opinions of you , but you can keep them from being right about it .

you know. i dont think i need a password anymore. mmhmm.

here're some shoutouts. to the people who stood out.
the ones who saw me when i was invisible.

Amanda; for just always always being there. thanks.

Laura TAN; THANKS much for the reassurance. you've made me stronger with your words (:

Jon; Thanks, for the excellent advice, which you always have. and for not failing to always be there, and for letting me realise that.

Eugene; for all those retarded baby faces. you really made me smile when i was sad la. another one who's always there. proove i'm NOT lesbian man!



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8:22 PM




I've never had someone that knows me like you do
the way you do
I've never had somone as good for me as you
no one like you so lonely before i finally found
what i've been looking for

OMG. do i look lesbian! EDWIN! wth!

of your; silent reverie says:
HAHA i;m not lesbian! OMG

of your; silent reverie says:
tsk.

.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i dont look like a girl la! HMMMMMPH! says:
wah liao


.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i dont look like a girl la! HMMMMMPH! says:
i think u are la


of your; silent reverie says:
haha i bet you i;m not la!

.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i dont look like a girl la! HMMMMMPH! says:
dont bluuf


.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i dont look like a girl la! HMMMMMPH! says:
anyways we cant realli check


.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i always tot u were straight says:
HAHAHAHAHAs


.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i always tot u were straight says:
EWWWW


.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i always tot u were straight says:
evil inclinations


.: <<"~§¿€ÐώÏŋ £øω¿§~">> :. `i always tot u were straight says:
dirty desires


of your; silent reverie says:
HAHA WTH!

of your; silent reverie says:
haha

haha. i can assure you i'm not la! PLEASE. you want proof! come look for me. i'll tell you la.

TSK! glitter and nail polish!haha.

and school today! omg. retarded shit. as usual. mad and su and the table pushing. TSK, children, rmb...

and PE. wah. played badminton. my arm muscles gonna ACHE tmr. yup. then miss syde. ahaha. audrey chooses bookmarks so CUTE and FUNNILY. in the FUNNY way
WAHA.

english! foot binding. EW LA. omg. ugh. lucky english wasnt BEFORE RECESS. so gross the video, esp when they UNWRAPPED the bandages from the foot. YEA. but informative la.
yea.
then lunch! lol.
oh! and i got selected for OBS? yea. OH FUN.
and macs. jervis. HURR. thank goodness for the post cap acapella. yup. haha, yea man. and then ryan. wah.haha. double happiness.

then, home! and computer. lol.
i'm so not lesbian. testify for me please.

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7:29 PM




Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Angel by Sarah McLachlan. OH. its kinda blur cos of the host. but NVM! this song. OMG. so hot. miss shanthi played it during english along with this powerpoint.. and amanda and i were like. OMG! hahaha. cos he sang it. so nicely. this song can like make me day dream.

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5:12 PM


Monday, July 10, 2006

#1.
Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.
After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1. Laura Tan
2. Amanda.
3. Eugene
4. jessica teooo
5. jared
6. debbie!
7. linn
8. steph
9. MARC LIM.
10. Audrey HO
11. sarah nat


1. How did you meet 10?
> sec ONE ONE till now three three. in SCHOOL.

2. What would you do if you never met 2?
> bestie! wah. i dont know how i'd survive

3. What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
WAHAHA.OMGoodness. she would NOT approve. NOT AT ALL.

4. Do you like 7?
not in the not straight way. haha. <3

5. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
haha. dont know....

6. Describe 3.
OOOH. haha. my lips are sealed.

7. Do you think 8 is attractive ?
WAH. in her green and pink bikini.

8. Tell me something about 2.
her new phone s so freaking nice la.

9. Do you know any of 4's family?
her MUMMY (:

10. Whats 5's favourite things?
his guitar, his phone, ER, his comp, his....DONO LA.

11. What would you do if 3 confesses he/she likes you.
haha. NO WAY. we're good friends only la.

12. What language does 6 speak?
english mainly?

13. Who is 9 going out with?
no one i know of? though he wants to go out with me? lol.

14. How old is 8 now?
soon to be fifteen?

15. When was the last time you talked to 1?
errr. i msg ytd.

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
none in particular.

17.Would you ever date 7?
i'm STRAIGHT! lol.

18.Would you ever date 11?
haha. NUH UH. she's saving herself for prince charming (:

19.Have you ever seen 2 naked?
we had to bathe together at camp. BUT, with underwear DUH.

People whom you want to pass this on.
HURR! LAURA TAN. when you're bored. do it OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. haha.

#2
The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (sometimes)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. ( i dont have caller id:)
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat. sometimes.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (:

I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.

I'm obsessed with guys. ERR. not obsessed. though aud would think so. HUR HUR.
I study for tests most of the time (ALL)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I love kisses.(think hersheys)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
I'm an
artist. (aspiring? to be)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
platonically.
I love being happy. (though i'm not all the time)
I am an adrenaline junkie

err. whoever la. AHEM. TAN!

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10:25 PM




THANKS DEBBIE haha.

HAVE BEEN TAGGED!!

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaint
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: turquoise!
Favourite Food: lobster bisque soup
Favourite Song: currently. stuck in my head. -start of smth new and what i've been looking for.
Favourite Movie: too many. erm. maybe corpse bride?
Favourite Sport: Cycling!
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday
Favourite Season: Spring
Favourite Ice-Cream: Macadamia nut from Anderson's, Passionfruit and mango sorbet from marche's, mocha almod fudge of lime sherbet from swensons.

CURRENTS
Current Mood: slightly happier? considering the fact that i was so sad just now.
Current Taste: err?
Current Clothes: white charm shirt and blue UCLE shorts.
Current Desktop: some blue light flash.
Current Toe Nail Colour: mother of pearl, two coats and one coat of colourless.
Current Time: 10:09pm
Current Surroundings: My parents room.
Current Annoyance: nothing
Current Thoughts: what am i gonna say tmr?

FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Nicolette Yeo! and Brandon Tay!
First Crush: oooh. kindergarten guy. who's now migrated.
First Movie: cant rmb! haha.
First Lie:erm..
First Music: nursery rhymes i guess.

LASTS
Last Cigarette: SMOKING MAKES YOU FAT;acc to rach.
Last Drink: lime juice
Last Car Ride: taxi? on the way home just now.
Last Crush: the name or the date at which you had the last crush? haha. not SPECIFIED.
Last Movie: at a cinema? or not? Prince and me 2.
Last Phone Call: Amanda ytd?
Last CD Played: the prince and me 2 Video cd? haha.

HAVE YOU EVER
Have You Ever Dated One of Your Best Friend: nope.
Have You Ever Broken the Law: HAHA. jay walking?
Have You Ever Been Arrested: NUH UH
Have You Ever Skinny-Dipped: ew. no.
Have You Ever been on TV: YEA! singapore idol.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Dont Know: no way.

THINGS
1 thing You Do When You Are Bored: reflect.
2 Things You Can Hear Right Now:the start of smth new and the tv.
3 Things You Did Today: use my handphone, learn a new opening, cry.
4 Things You Are Wearing: specs, t-shirt, shorts, underwear
5 People to do this quiz: aw man. LAURA TAN. JEANETTE CHANG. CHRISTINE. er. JARED. if you're bored enough. AND AND AND. er. SHIRIN the SWAH.

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10:06 PM




you know how you get that feeling that you're being replaced. and the feeling that so many people hate you. and no one stands up for you cos they dont know you need them. and how people think you're exaggerating, though maybe you are. and how everyone seems against you. its like. you write poems to make other ppl who're having problems feel better, and you cant even help yourself. you just feel so awful. and the screen gets unclear. cos your tears make you unable to see clearly, while you try to force them away. trying to hold them back. to make others think you're alright. to try to tell yourself you'll be okay. cos you've always been able to hold things together. what if you cant anymore. and the people you want to be there for you, just seem to have forgotten. yea, exactly like that.

they just forget.
they just forget about you.

they just forgot everything.
everything they ever said before.
everything they meant.
they just forget.

but you.
you cant forget.
cos you dont forget.
you dont forget.

and thats what hurts the most.
not being able to tell them.


they dont know how much you need a hug. just one sentence to let you know they care. and it'll all be okay. yea. they underestimate how much they mean.

you hope it'll be the same again someday.


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9:00 PM


Friday, July 07, 2006

discovering the inner ah lian.

WAHHH. i randomly did the chinese assignment by TAN POH GEOK and i got 5/10 WAHA. i'm gonna try the HCL one. hee.
and HAHA. the forum is seriously FUN. oh no. i missed out one whole page for the HCL. aha. so actually i got 4/10. LOL.

can pass ANOT?
HAHAHAHAXCZXCZXCZ.
i told you i'm learning (:

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6:14 PM




WAHA. the games on the e-learning are so retarded. especially the roll dice one. the quizzes for physics are good. they're great to learn from, honestly. the learning station experiment thing is FUN too. and this is coming from someone who hates physics. YUP.

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5:11 PM




the e learning forum is SO FUNNY.
haha. read the entries man.

I'm sure most of us are able to separate the subjects we have to do assignments for and those we don't have to. Such is the example of a girl who takes chinese, deciding whether or not she has to do a MALAY assignment. Come on, it clearly states ML. which stands for MALAY LANGUAGE. if you want to do it, just do it la. Dont leave others to imply that you're unable to decide whether you have it to do it or not (: besides, we dont have to wake up at 5.30am or earlier.

YAY ME.

Exactly!! I have malay homework under my assignments! Should i try it? That would be dumb wouldn't it? But it would be a great test on luck to see how many i would have gotten right!

ERM. STUPID.

Excuse me, why don't you mind your LANGUAGE? If you know all the teachers cansee what you post on the forums, you should stop using words like you just did! That's just so RUDE. I admit, E-learning is not as troublesome as some of these people are complaining about, but YOU didn't have to be so turned off by others' comments.

HAHA. pure STUPID.

yes!! i agree tat e learning is not a good method!!! firstly, it wastes time because we cannot concentrate well when using the computer at home. secondly, it really really tires the eye!!! thirdly, i find it difficult to learn as much frm this as when i am in school.fourthly, i think tat teachers must have used much of their time preparing the work, so if they stop this e learning system, they would not have to do so much work!! so..it benefits both parties!! therefore, i really really hope that there wont be anymore of this USELESS thing. =))

hurr. speak for yourself man.


Hello everyone.
Stop complaining lah! Gosh. Look at it this way.. Thank God for a long weekend& the freedom to do our (many) assignments as and when we want. Thing is, we could do it ANYWHERE. Grab a damn laptop, call your friends, go down to Starbucks, enjoy coffee& STUDY. Thought of that? I guessed not (:
So stop bitching on the forum where all your teachers can see& DO YOUR WORK. Perhaps that won't get you into trouble (:


HAHA. I like Linnette's best. aha.

i personally dont mind the system. yup. it gives you alot more freedom in deciding when to do the work. So, people who have poor time management will have a problem la. YEA. other than that, its alright. The website even has a COMPLAIN forum for laughs. haha.

so smart are her comments that people from this century find them stupid.

you made a mistake by getting on my wrong side.

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2:59 PM


Thursday, July 06, 2006

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HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IS LOVE.

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2:19 PM




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i wrote God a letter.
and he replied a reply no one else could have given.

Your friends love you just the way you are.
I created you unique, you shouldnt have to change just to suit how others think you should be. Continue to listen to your heart, and i will guide you through your journey. You will always have a choice in deciding what to do. Changing what people think about you isnt important, as long as you know, and love who you are, -Samantha. There's no other you in the universe.
Remember that, always.

it just touched me.
alot of things touch me. all the time.

this looks long and boring and cheem.

but you know, how often do we look out for people?

How often do we look out for the people around us who're just waiting to be helped?
the ones who're waiting for a hand to be stretched out to them. The ones people just ignore. Cos we've already marked our comfort zones.

How often do we take just one minute to say a prayer, for those who's lives aren't how they want it to be?
Sometimes we dont realise how lonely other people are, other times, we choose to ignore it.

How often do we offer the opportunity to another, to allow her to open that oyster shell, to reveal the jewel within?

Here's a story. I hope it touches you, like it touched me.

How a simple girl can make an impact on the life of one, when so many others failed to notice her existence.

The garden shimmered gently in a peaceful haze, bathing delicately at each dew-laden dawn, blossoming through high sunny noon tides, languishing in each crimson-tinted twilight that heralded the soft darkness of September nights…I closed the book, it was nothing short of an unreal fantasy. My attempt to fall asleep had once again been to no avail. Memories haunted me, as I tried to sleep and what had once been my dreams turned into the nightmares of reality.

My life was dull, nothing short of colourless. Left orphaned at the age of thirteen, adolescence made it hard for me to understand the fluxive changes which took place. The demise of my mother had left my father and me in the darkness. The part of life when there never seemed to be any rainbows, or visions of the crimson sun rising over a horizon, brushing pale streaks of pink and gold on the gray mist over calm sea waters. My father had turned to drug abuse to cope with the loss. Seeing traces of white powder on the kitchen table was just one of the few signs that had not been left unnoticed by me.

The day dawned humid and grey. Soon, dark cloud masses bunched in a lowering sky. I awoke to the gray walls of my room, which resembled a worn out white ironing board cover, which were pale throughout the day. My entire room was a lack of colour. A possible reflection of its owner. Although I stayed in a house large enough to accommodate another two persons, my father and I stayed in the house, as two separate individuals, seldom acknowledging one another. It was also for this lack of care in the household, that the back garden had been left untended. Weeds had conquered the ground and brown puddles of mud lay in the uneven areas of the soil. My entire background was in a squalid state.

Even school seemed dull to me. Back in primary school, a year ago, our desks were grey, and mine seemed paler than the rest. Marks made with my rusty penknife found a haunt on my desk top, saving my skin from scars. I walked to school daily, alone. Seen as a typical teen, the kind associated with listening to heavy metal music, I was never given the chance and never found the opportunity to let others step into my life, to break open that inner oyster shell, to reveal the soft pink insides and to discover the iridescent pearl within. Few attempted getting to know me, due to this unseen sign which seemed to hover above me, telling others to leave me alone. Teachers who noticed my lack of colour seemed not to care. I told myself that I wanted the help, that I needed that hand to be stuck out, so that I could take hold of it, and step back into the abyss of reality, and yet, it never came.

Afternoon shadows lengthen as the day draws to a close. It soon became nightfall and the new moon was up. It hung like a fresh minted coin in a still, cloudless sky of midnight blue. The trees in the neighbourhood stood like timeless sentinels, watching my every move through the four glass panels of my room window. Spider webs, long abandoned, clung to the corners and dust lay on the window sill. Photo frames stand displayed, in a dark corner, with the shadow reaching the edge of the table, darkening the photos. From my bed, the photos seem black and white, missing colour. They bring about memories, of the times spent with my mother-the days when there was colour in my life. The room is dark, with light emanating from my study table against the wall, opposite my bed. I watch the full moon move silently behind pillowy night-cloud formations and it hung in the blanket of the night sky. My vision soon fades as I slip into sleep.

The new day dawned in a haze of soft sunlight. Overhead, the sky was a delicate blue with small white clouds scudding along on the breeze. The flood of morning sunlight penetrated the shadows, melting them into a yellowy haze of light. I prepared myself for school and before I knew it, I was out of the house, somewhat escaping its pallid grasp. However, my influence by this lack of colour was reflected in my attire. Dressed from head to toe in shades of black and gray, I seemed to resemble the dark, gloomy clouds on a rainy day; the kind people wished did not exist. Somehow or other, I found it hard to dress in colour, especially when my surroundings were not half as vibrant as I had wished. Nonetheless, I traveled to school, with a tinge of enthusiasm on my part, after all, it was a new term, and it would provide me with a chance to start anew-or so I hoped.

The new school seemed monstrous -with red curtains along the frames of panes, the windows seemed like scary eyes, and the doorway into the school, the mouth of a monster, swallowing students as they so willingly walked into the locker-filled hallways. Putting aside my fear of being ostracized, I too walked through the doorway, like the one dark window among a thousand brightly lit ones. Students in the hallway, my potential classmates, seemed to have been forewarned of my attendance. Less than a hundred metres from the entrance, I had already attracted more stares than that which I had anticipated. I failed to recognize my being different from the others, to acknowledge that lack of colour. There came a day, however, when things began to pick up, bringing the colour back into my otherwise, pallid life.

I observed many students in the hallway, though one caught my eye. There was something different about her. I had not seen her before, chances were she was not from around here. She stood out from those in cliques, and yet she seemed to fit in. She wore a turquoise blouse with a radiant, lime green beaded bracelet. She dressed resplendently and her jeans, though dark blue, seemed a bright colour. She wore a pair of spaghetti sauce red and crimson orange sneakers with ivory-white shoelaces. Upon further observation did I realize her shoelaces had tiny rainbows on them. The clash of colour seemed not to affect her and she bore herself slim and graceful as a willow wand, with beautiful sienna skin faintly tinged with rose. Her smooth straight hair was dark brown and wound around her head in a plait, tied up like a crown, and giving her a regal air that complimented her whole appearance. Sunlight flooded down from the window panels at the sides of the hallway, etching small pools of light on the floor, and the rays seemed to be a spotlight on this girl.

Perhaps it was because of the fact that I was caught staring at her that she approached me, to say hello. We exchanged names and I thought that Amitola was a nice enough girl, who seemed to understand me. We spent time in classes together, learning more about one another with each period. As time passed, she got to know me well and we spent time during recess just chatting. I soon found out from her that she was Native American and that she too came from a broken family. At first, I failed to understand how Amitola could live such a colourful life.

The first day of the new term seemed to have passed by so quickly, leaving me more eager to return the next day. That night, the sky was clear and dark, and a slight breeze stirred the air. A silvery cloud drifted over the houses, its edges glowing with ruddy light cast from the moon which was cradled between two houses. I slept well that night, and before I went to bed, I managed to say goodnight to my father. It seemed as though part of this girl had rubbed off on me.

The sun rose the next morning with a glorious conflagration of pink and yellow. The golden sunlight gave a glow to each of the houses in my neighbourhood. The glow seemed more radiant on my house than all the others since it had normally been in darkness. I met Amitola at the traffic light near school and we walked there together. The school day passed quickly, and before I knew it, I found myself saying bye to her, as we parted, and accepting a small pouch, made out of animal fur, from Amitola. The content being more important, I rushed home to open it. Upon reaching home and entering my room, I pulled the string loose and out it fell.

A piece of thick thread with seven different colours which had been woven together to form this friendship band. A single tear slid down my cheek, for the significance of the colours it held was great. Red, orange, yellow, blue, green, indigo and violet, the colours brought back into my life. I walked to my room window and drew the curtains. The rays of sunlight streamed gloriously through the glass. Darkness and shadow were no longer to be an element in the house. I opened my room window allowing more light in, etching pools on my room floor. Sunlight sparkled on the photograph frames which had been left in the shadows and the spider webs, along the corners of the window pane, had become glittering filigree as each dew drop turned it into a scintillating jewel.

Floods of silver sunlight from a pale cloudless sky entered my room, invited. It was because of Amitola that the colour had been brought back into my life, it was for our blossomed friendship. The sunlit late afternoon stretched into a warm evening turning the walls of my room a rosy hue, with the speckle of golden dust motes drifting lazily on the rays of the setting sun. The last rays of the sun sent slender slivers of ruby and gold from behind a purple-blue cloud bank as I stared at the photographs along the staircase in my house. Light which had flooded in through the window gave each memory an orange glow, a glow of happiness and colour. In every smile, in every photograph, was colour.

The next morning was glorious, for it was a new day. Dawn came pearly gray, shot with shafts of peach and dusky pink as the sun broke the eastern horizon with the break of dawn. I dressed in shades of blue, reflecting the sky. A pair of pink and gold dangling earrings complimented my wavy hair as I stepped out of my house and into the direct path of sunshine. I tied the friendship band round my wrist, a constant reminder of the colour in my life, and the friendship I had with her. I could not wait to see Amitola, to exhibit the change in me, the change she had influenced. It was soon recess, and I was still unable to find her. No one else seemed to notice her disappearance. During recess, I was invited to a table with a group of my classmates and proceeded to join them. I got to learn about each of them and before long, I had more friends then I could count.

I left school that day, puzzled. Late afternoon sunlight stenciled my shadow which was shaped in soft pink relief on the cement foot path. Where could she be? It was not like her to skip school. This continued for the next few days and soon, days became months. As time passed, I found time to decorate the back garden. I planted rows of flowers, the softly coloured patches mixed with the unmarked boundaries of emerald grass. My relationship with my father has also improved, he sends me to school every morning and we spend valuable time at counseling sessions, strengthening our bond.

Many months have passed since I last saw Amitola. Then, one afternoon, I decided to tidy my study table, to make it more presentable in light of my change. As I cleared out the dust coated items on my shelf, a book fell out -a baby names directory. A single page was bookmarked with a faded friendship band, its memory still lingering. The name I saw on the bookmarked page had a refreshed meaning, for it was only then that I realized that the Native American name, Amitola, meant rainbow. I looked out into the window and gazed into a Caribbean blue sky. Clouds scudded along with the breeze and I saw a magnificent arch of colours, shining with a soft quivering light. The end of the rainbow was in my back garden. Watching from my room window, I whispered thanks, for she was the palette which added colour to my life -she was the rainbow.

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1:23 PM




HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IS LOVE.

and the only thing better than HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL for me right now, getting my phone back!

OMG. YES. the WAIT is OVEEEERRRR.
I've got it BACK!

oh joy.

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1:10 PM


Wednesday, July 05, 2006

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THIS SUPER NICE pict, is courtesy of someone's blogskin. SUPER GOOD la. some people are genius. this if OH SO FUN. i can read it :D haha. i bet SHE cant.

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The
phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,

it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm.

Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if
you can raed tihs psas it on !!


mmhmm. school today. SHEESH. at least there's two days of NO SCHOOL thanks to the TESTING of the E-learning.
HAHA. yup. WAH.

IMAGINE this.

A school day. One of those days where you daydream of your prince charming during some boring lesson. His hair, just how you imagined it. His eyes, you could stare into them forever. Then the bell rings. SHIT. you're late for the next lesson. after school. You wait at the bus stop. Dreaming of your prince charming, once again. Then, a bus stops. And you stare at a guy. He stands in the crowded SBS bus. He stares back at you for twenty seconds, then smiles. It takes you another twenty seconds to realize he's smiling at you. WHY ON EARTH IS HE SMILING AT YOU MAN!? You smile back, stupidly.


Who is this guy?

Do you know him?

Why is he smiling at you?

Then, as the bus starts to move, it dawns upon you, seconds too late.

You wave goodbye.and blush, IN EMBARRASSMENT.
Who's the guy?

MR JASON NG

OMG.

here's the real thing.
me and amanda were at the bus stop. so a bus came. So i was staring at this guy who was standing in the bus. he looked SO familiar. then he smiled at me. i was like ERRR. why is he smiling at me. THEN. I'm like OMG. It's Mr NG. HAHA. wth! how stupid i must have looked! i was staring at him! unconsciously of course. TSK.
haha. well, the bus window was FOGGY. LOL. OMGoodness. Ee.

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7:43 PM


Tuesday, July 04, 2006

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omg. do i really look like ----? eugene! HURR. no la! haha. i dont mind BEING a taitai though. aha.
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magenta is NICE.

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8:20 PM




The pleasure of sucking.

she said YOU SUCK so loudly and gave me the look as I walked past her. WTF la. What did I ever do to her man! SHEESH.
Who’s the bitch man.
Whats her problem! Omg. Ahaha. Oh well. I shan’t try to change the fact that she thinks
I SUCK.

After all, I DO SUCK.
At A maths.
And physics.
And loads of other things.
Haha. I never denied it.

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7:19 PM


Monday, July 03, 2006

i've learnt NEW chinese (or some dialect) words and phrases!

MEI TUI
SHUAI GE
SAN BA
TAI JIAN

WO SHI GE HEI REN ANG MOH(hurr) SUO YI WO BU MING BAI NI ZAI SHOU SHE ME
le gai car ceng bi mi gui car tua

HAHA. WHOAAAAH.

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1:04 PM