umm.....sorry abt the previous post. was real real pissed, u shud noe why, yar....yar...we're frens now anyway...and i think we're closer . in fact, we spent saturday evening msging, and i sorta rmbered his niceness...when he came in late 4 cathechism...hahahahahh...calll me soft if u want. i am
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4:32 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
"Sorry, I don't understand moron language."
Today is officially e most mixed up day of my life. First, I find out he does’nt like me, which is fine, cos I don’t either. Besides, my frens were being real great today. Thanks tons! I love you guys! Don’t noe what I’d do without you.. For those who don’t noe the whole story, don’t make me recount previous stuff please. So, They wrote on this piece of paper with these pledges I said Here’re some quotes courtesy of the anti- ......comm,
is a moron and I don’t understand moron language( i particularly LOVE this self-created phrase!)
idiotic…
faecile antics
I will not be intimidated by other women
I don’t care abt…
Free from worries.
So there. At first I was real pissed cos he did’nt tell me himself. And that was the thing which made me mad. I mean did it ever occur to him that telling them before me was way worse than just telling me straight to my face. I could therefore indirectly imply that he totally assumed my feelings which makes me feel so stupid! Somehow or other. I also created this pissed off smilie. Which is so adorable!(during lit btw) It has hidden letters which spell ****. Audrey saw it when i drew it for sarah and could'nt believe that i did something so vulgar. haha. It was'nt really. Its just adn innocent smilie. For the innocent pissed off people.
Anyways, I did’nt noe how to feel,
pissed,
angry, sad?! Or to just forget it. So thanks to the
excellent advice of my frens, I decided to forget about it. And we had this really cool jar where we put ….. so funny. Oh ya, Clarissa, b4 I forget, Iam not mad, at least not for the reason you think. Mad cos he did’nt tell him himself. Which was the main factor which contributed to most pple, who originally had a good impression, to think otherwise and get mad too.( Now I sound like Iam writing some history essay. The main factor thing.lols.) So I stayed back, and I
actually won my chess game—with the state of mind I was in I did’nt think I could.. With a sec 4/1 girl too.. So I went home, still feeling so unsure. And he actually replied my message from yesterday, which totally
reinforced how pissed I kinda
was. After saying some stuff, he asks whether we can still be frens.I want to be friends still, don’t get me wrong but, I noe myself and I noe I won’t be able to after wat happened. The whole impression of him being frank is totally lost. And u noe what, once its lost, it can never be found again. I was like,
Okay, fine. Whatever. to bein frens.which isn't as bad as totally shovin him off! Which Iam capable of FYI. Then someone tells me this thing which I really don’t want to say but it just made me SO pissed!!!!!!!!!! I mean, you apologize and say you’re really are sorry and now this.
One last piece of advice, don’t say sorry if you don’t mean it or if you have this sense of IMAGINARY pity. I mean what the… But you noe what, Iam dead happy!!! Cos now I noe how I feel!
Totally, absolutely, undeniably and PERFECTLY pissed ( hey, I used mrs Stephen’s triple adjective descriptive thing.haha)
Problem solved. End of story. So over. So through. So yesterday. So glad.
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8:38 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Hi Looking up for picts for my art.Had 18 out of 22 for maths ‘killer test’ Went shopping at the Heeren with Auntie Bevy and we saw Denise Keller and Wolfgang walking outside of the Hyatt hotel!!! Totally flipped. Kept our style and did’nt ask for autograph..Thought I should have walked up to her and asked her why she did’nt choose howard..anyway, it was her choice.. He looked like a cliché geek though, with frameless specs which did’nt quite suit him Gotta go now! Takkaire! See ya!
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9:38 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Youth day was great! WE had half day plus we got to wear what we wanted.The disco was cool.But Miss Indran made me laugh tilll I had a stomach ache.. We had our nails done as well. It was miss Wan’s LAST day! So Sad!!! And we could’nt believe what miss shanti was wearing! Valerie from 1/1 danced well, so I thought.. and Lesley for sec two.. Honestly, she was best..Then we went to Lido and War of the Worlds was great! I liked the part Dakota Fanning saw e dead bodies floating in the river.haha. And the part Tom Cruise/Ray Ferrier threw the slice of bread with penut butter. That was funny.The cinema was empty..we were the only girls I think.The rest were older guys so, I think we were the only ones getting really scared or laughing..Chrystal took us to a great earring shop which is officially my fave shop!!! The whole shop is literally filled with earrings.. It’s also the ‘mother’ of my newest and most fav pair of earrings!haha.
We were discussing my confirmation name yesterday too. Thinking of choosing a name starting with M.. My mum wants Margaret.lol. My initials will then be
S.A.M.B. nice nice nice!haha.Catechism was alright we discussed some problems and pat answered some of the qns we had previously written. Some guys were being gross as usual, and others were funny. Guys are good at making pple laugh. Sarh was getting all hyper at those two…haiz..She even screamed when she saw one of em. Lucky we girls get to sit @ back, it’ll be weird having pple look at your backs.Haha. It was
way nice to see
SOME people after
an entire month too.
Esp to see them smiling and laughing. Saw
Clarissa too.—in her car after class. I was waving and
he was in the car too. And my dad was like lets start waving if he looks. But thank goodness he did’nt. Haha. I would’ve have been
killed. Don’t ask.
Going out tomorrow so I gotta get all my hw done by today..We went shopping just now btw. Tangs is totally overly priced.Stila make up too.. And Ena has seriously gotten me to like the Escada Rockin Rio perfume.I love it..Its like $61 for 30ml and $81 for 50ml.. But at Taka, if u get the 50ml, you get a free body lotion…My dad thinks the smell is too fruity though.. well, gotta finish up my hw if I ever want to go out tmr. Cya! And Happy Youth Day! Haha.
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4:53 PM
